how would i know,
what happened
what kind of situation we're in
what i should do
what i shoudn't do
what's the reason behind everything you said
if no one's telling me.

it hurts,
to be blamed for something that i done yet you said i didn't
to have all those words said to me
to always be the one in fault all the time
to be the one to give in
to have no one knowing how i felt
to speak up and get scolded
to have to tear
to always ask myself what have i done wrong
to be said, 'useless'
do you even know?

i guess, i had enough.
i'll stay at home, study my upcoming test,
rejecting everyone who asked me to go out.
do housework, and every single thing stated.
not spending any amount, save instead.
or better still, go out work.
maybe this is the best i could do,
but will you be satisfied?

i'm sorry, i hope you'll understand.
cause it hurts alot, more than you do.