- Something 'bout love - David Archuleta

hello blogger,
came back at only 12 plus, and here i am!

have been sleeping in the morning 5plus 6am these few days.
yeap & i wake baby up today morning again :x
hmm taiwan dramas have been entertaining me,
and o.m.g i haven't chiong on revision for UT3 yet ):
shall start soon, very soon!

as usual, had dinner with B, @ green today ~
went back my house, hmm baked cookies with sister!
then B settled his iphone stuff, tsk.
he left around 9plus,
& daddy came back at 10plus to fetch us,
and we went to fetch mummy at Chinatown!
been long since we went out tgt in the night as a whole family! (;
i likeeeeee (Y)
supper at Maxwell hawker centre, shiok!
then home after that ~ :D

am going shop in the morning with parents later on!
shall i sleep? :x
ciaos ~ (;

i would wanna spend every tomorrow with you,
just you baby ♥

- Cos i love you too much to let you go.
so, afterall, i still have baby (:
that's enough.

met for dinner, (well, i forgot to bring my ez-link card out -.-)
@ farrer park's BBQ Chicken.
before that, both of us did a super paiseh thing, first time also! lol.
hmm, coincidentally, saw T.Jiahui with her bf there too!
hahah (; like shocked only.
didn't catch fireworks due to time constraint.
yeap, home straight after dinner ~
:D

cause your love, is enough to make me strong.
it's all i needed, thanks for being there for me. (L)

how would i know,
what happened
what kind of situation we're in
what i should do
what i shoudn't do
what's the reason behind everything you said
if no one's telling me.

it hurts,
to be blamed for something that i done yet you said i didn't
to have all those words said to me
to always be the one in fault all the time
to be the one to give in
to have no one knowing how i felt
to speak up and get scolded
to have to tear
to always ask myself what have i done wrong
to be said, 'useless'
do you even know?

i guess, i had enough.
i'll stay at home, study my upcoming test,
rejecting everyone who asked me to go out.
do housework, and every single thing stated.
not spending any amount, save instead.
or better still, go out work.
maybe this is the best i could do,
but will you be satisfied?

i'm sorry, i hope you'll understand.
cause it hurts alot, more than you do.

- Beautiful Hangover.





As pictures shown above, i had sushi today ~ :D
met YanYing @ Tampiness mrt, we walked over to sports complex,
and into Nihon Mura!
had the sushi buffet over there, totally shiok!
satisfied both our sushi craving we had for a long time (;
but the rice of the sushi made us super full, shouldn't have eat much rice >:|
still, we find the price and all worth it la, heheh!

then, went T1, shopped at Uniqlo, bought something again,
sigh, am super broke alr! ):
then over to century square's montique, spent money again.
fml, seriously.
self-control needed, @#!$%^&
after that, bus to her house there de bus-stop,
changed bus to pasir ris interchange (;
waited for B, went over to T3 again, this time he wanna try Popeyes!
yupyup, then bus 27 home.
saw Orlena, i keep seeing her in bus nowadays!

ciaos ~ (;

Hi, its 4.38am in the morning.
and i can't freaking get to sleep! @!#$%^&
i don't know why ): arghhhh.
nothing could entertain me anymore,
all play till sian alr. :/
howhowhow?!
i'm like talking to myself only, sigh ~

planned to go morning jogging one ..
but look what i'm doing now? not sleeping!
GG ~ whatever, shall give B morning call later for the first time,
ever since he started work (; heheh!
ciaos ~ :D

apparently, today was a no-life day to me.
woke up @ 3pm, which is w-o-w!
yeap, used com, out at 5plus to pasir ris,
met B, Airport T3 for dinner,
home sweet home ~ :D

i needa go on diet! howwwww ):
morning jogs?
only if my determination can last ah...

- they've got nothing on you, baby.

Tiring day for me! (N)

woke up @ 6.45am, bathed and prepared.
as mummy's going praying somewhere,
she asked me to help dad out at shop :/
so i did, though abit unwillingly, hahah.
but whatever, haven't been there for sometime alr, yupyup!
had my breakfast there too, miss the food there.
i left @ 10am, train to CCK, LRT to fajar, bought Mac breakfast for B ~

& i straight away fell asleep, bueytahan.
imagine sleeping for only 3 hours, :/
woke up 3 hours later, waking up a few times in between.
then, which is around 3plus alr, took a lift to clementi,
then went West Coast for the first time! (Y)
well, with his cute nieces of courseeeee ~
but didn't really played much with them, felt so tired.
walked a super long way to bus-stop to bus back.
had a drink and B sent me home.

am not really sian today ah,
just felt tired (;
thanks for being sweet today bb (L)

- As long as you're there (:

Firstly, CNBlue is in sg already! argh @!#$^&
but whatever, the tickets are too expensive, sigh ):

went KBOX with Baby today! :D
he came to find me first,
then i prepared while he entertain sis (or the other way round)
& i finally got Bejeweled, AngryBirds & PlantsVSZombies in my iTouch,
heheh, thanks darling! ♥
more than enough to make me a happy girl, :D

out @ ard 2pm? reached Chinatown, we sneaked Mac in (Y)
muahahah, but now my whole bag smell of mac, tsk!
B's worse, milo in his bag, :x
we sang all the way till 6plus, when our time is up till 6pm only.
i wanna go again, with B, never thought it'll be that ... fun (:

trained to DhobyGhaut, started to queue @ Starhub.
ended up, B's contract can only be changed next week? sadded.
walked over to TheCathay, into Motorola shop, had my phone repaired.
now the contents inside are all gone, including B's messages ):
but what to do? stupid phone i had, sighhhh!
now its like a brand new phone, i've yet to do anything to it yet. lazy!
then, we shared baked rice @ pizzahut,
home sweet home, 10pm! (:

i like, how the way we are today.
just like the past (:
(L)

- My one and only,

-And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe.
but, i'll keep on smiling (:

picture taken a few days back outside Astons, with B's iphone4
(i'm still anti-iphone ah!) -rolls eyes- :p

Spent half of my day @ grandma house ~
ah, miss her cooking so so muchy!
it's like heaven when i'm having my lunch today,
although its late lunch @ 3pm (:
how i wish i get to have home cooked food like hers to eat everyday :/
well, well, what i learnt today? no talent in piano, tsk!
it took me so many many tries to learn that simple phrase #@!$%&
cousin came back early just for me, muahahah (Y)
then, talked with uncle ken, blahblah ~
*all are asking why i don't intend to work during holidays*
cannot blame ah, i don't feel like! hmph! ):

met baby in 109 ard 6.35pm,
went home, got my stuff and his shirt.
Green for dinner, didn't eat much, still full from lunch.
hmms .................... again things are repeating, just like the past few days.
but, whatever, its over, i wanted it to end, asap! (:
moreover, tmrw's 20th! (L)
& there's still no plan for it, tsk!
ciaos ~

let's just end everything alright b,
this can't go on anymore, getting worst in fact.
no good no good ah, kaykay!
loveyou (:

- Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.
By: Eminem ft Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie
lyrics from the previous post too, my new song addicition.
i find the lyrics and song, nice (:

i love how i could sleep till late in the day,
without anything or alarm to wake me up.
& how i wish i could sleep forever, so there's no need to wake up,
and start to face a new day and reality.

Alright, had my lunch (maggie again) at home.
met Debbie & Eunice @ Buangkok mrt around 2.30pm.
trained to little india, changed bus to bugis.
started shopping, i brought out my card for the first time.
bought accessories + a bag (:
more shopping to come soon, reached maximum amount to spend today.

so, met B @ 6plus, Tampiness1 for BBQ Chicken.
i guess all the shopping made me blur,
i alighted at simei instead of tampiness, tsk!
whatever, bus 27 home after dinner.
he sent me home, then off he took 156 back to clementi.
noob driver, drive super slow and it took him more than an hour to reach.
early also no use please, sigh.

am going grandma house tmrw for lunch,
meeting long-time-no-see uncle ken too ~
ciaos!
ps: oh yeah! SS3 gonna be in Sg next year, January :D (Y)

i felt that i deserve a slap in the face, sometime soon.
to wake me up, from the state i am in now.
maybe a slap won't be enough? cause even i can't save myself.
instead of making things better, i guess i'm making it all worse.
i feel like running and hiding from all these, again :/
anyone save me, and make my heart hurt lesser?

- Her whisper's the lucifer.


Finally after months, i get to go KBOX again (:
met up with Debbie,Jacinth+Anderson & Desmond in mrt,
train to Chinatown.
when we went up, there's 2 promoters asking us to help do surveys for them.
about what? Maggie Mee!
& we get to have $5 each for trying on 3 samples and do the survey.
hahah, worth the time of about 15 mins,
we get to fill our stomach and get $5 in return (Y)
then we started singing from 2.30pm, 3 hours of singing.
high ttm, but i spilled the drink and the glass broke, sigh.
i left earlier @ 5.15pm, train to Pasir Ris to find Bi.

well well, things ain't looking that good though ..
but i guess we manage to pull it through somehow?
hmm, had our dinner @ kopitiam.
then Baby bought earpiece for me, as he make spoil mine earlier.
hmphhh @#!$%&^%
but whatever, you're forgiven :x heheh!
home @ 9pm!

am enjoying my holidays so far,
no plans to work yet though, should i? :/
hmmhmm, am looking forward to 9 Sep!
but sad thing is, i can't go with B his dental appt! ):
things are always clashing! tsk.
anyway, Bugis tmrw for shopping! muahahah (Y)

baby, no tears, no tears, no more!
it hurts alot kay, that's all i could say.
it ain't bout comparing,
you, can never ever be used to compare with anything,
at least to me ah.
but, the last hug you gave, made me melt.
i don't know what's happening, but still,
i love you. (L)

- Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
that's alright because i like the way it hurts.

No Monday Blues, its holidays.
however, the empty feeling is there, its just, weird.
well, spent my day with mummy & daddy.
settled stuff with mummy @ RWS,
then back to shop, had this dinner, 'Jia Dou'
i feel like as if my stomach is about to burst, super full.
reached home @ almost 12am.
& i didn't get to meet baby today. >:|

- i throw my hands up in the air sometimes.

its the end of the semester for W4-5R !
this class ends here, but memories between us will never be forgotten (:
some pictures i wanna update ~














alright alright, have been mia-ing again from blogger ah!
just felt super lazy to update! :x
lets see, let me recall what happened!

National day, quite memorable? yes/no
- my first fireworks viewing with Baby (:
- rough times in between ):

then tuesday-friday! last week of school alr!
couldn't remember every single detail ... lemme summarise!

- tues : last of Comm.Practice, i'll miss Kieren faci!
group photo taken, but he didn't wanna give his fb! tsk :/

- wed : Happy Birthday Eunice & Daddy & Yixiang! :D ♥
last of OB, i'll miss Paul faci!
those rough times we had, how he guided us through every single lesson,
aww, and he gave us his fb (: some of us spammed his fb :x
one of the module i'll miss the most, my 'same phone' faci :D

- thurs : Happy Birthday to my dearest Jiahui ~ ! :D ♥
last of Science, and most of us Partial for the first time!
chillax @ the library, lunch @ the reel ~
did some slacking, made video for class etc.
but sad thing is, no group photo.

- fri : last of Maths! i'll miss Ben faci's words!
''wireless, labbit, you wish!'' awwww ):
our class is his last class teaching, as he's leaving RP.
am so glad w45r could share with him some happy memories before he left!
& he gave only our class his fb! sweeeeet! (Y)
most epic group class photo too!

stayed back after school for last bonding/gathering of w4-5r!
though not all stayed back, and all of us got deleted in fb by someone,
hmm, overall we did had fun! sad thing is we can't be in the same class anymore.
sigh ~ life has to go on ah. the video for the class, will always be re-watched!
i love W4-5R ttmotm ♥

yadah yadah ~ sat-today
sat : hmm baby came over in the morning to sleep with me!
but actually, didn't sleep at all, lol.
but poor him ah, didn't get good sleep for the whole night ):
had breakfast @ H.Mall, brought sis along too ~
went for badminton in the afternoon!
fun and tiring ah, been long since i last played too (:
then bus to Junction 8 for dinner, then to his coffeeshop!
hmm, cabbed home @ 10plus. tadah!

today! :D
i overslept, AGAIN!
think bi's super disappointed uh.
am so sorry kay! ):
didn't buy yr breakfast, sighhhh.
cannot blame ah! me too tired :x heheh, am forgiven right? :D

met him @ causeway in the noon,
saw Orlena and tiffany's sis+mum in bus though (:
B queued for his iphone4, and finally he got it luh.
someone happy alr loh, duno who ehhems, anti-iphone one! @#$%!&
whatever ~ at least now no more problem alr :D
thn blah blah blah, his house, coffeeshop, orchard!
he bought his iphone4 cover, screen protector etc. i likeeee, cos its blue! ♥
heheh, then we had Aston's, again? :x
home straight after that!

hmm 4 more days! :D
you're the sweetest of the sweetest kay ~
loveyou manymany! (L)

- 24/7, my heaven (:

Saturday, 7 August 10
Daddy didn't wake me up to go shop in the end,
hahah, felt so guilty can :/
so B came my house @ 10am plus, and he bought me Mac breakfast! ♥
ah so sweet! :D
then he went back to pig mode, while i did my stuff.
went to mall after he woke up, printed my pictures and everything.
back home, B helped me, thankyouuuuuu :D
i bathed, then out to take 156 to Clementi, had dinner there.
so long didn't go there alr, and my shoulders are eff-ing pain!
for, idk what reason ah. :/
though B's dad helped me to 'massage' my shoulder helps,
its wtfbbq pain ah ):
then Daddy came to fetch me, offer on his own somemore!
know why, cause left me to accompany him nia :x heheh!
then he drove to North Bridge, ate the famous wanton mee,
which is okok to me only eh :/ well well ~
home at 12plus (:
& i went boomz, off to dreamland!

Today, 8 August 10
Dearest came in the morning again (:
then he helped to finish up the rest of the pieces,
ahhhhh loveyou ttmotm :x
out @ ard 12pm, headed to Junction8 for lunch.
took a super long time to decide what to eat, no cravings ):
& then bb finally bought his tripod stand, like finally!
he happy alr uh.
got that, and his stupid new headsets,
now totally like his new priorities alr! hmphhhh!
ignore me ah baby, ignore somemore! harrrrrr! >:|

then bus to his coffeeshop there again,
this time to have his hair cut! :D
with me, nothing can go wrong okay!
bet you're loving your new hair ttm! all thanks to who? :x
then, went to see car with b and his dad+uncle.
feel so atas there, lol for idk what reason.
back there, went upstairs, had dinner, played with Yaya and Bel.
took bus @ 8.30pm, home at 9plus ~

it's National Day tmrw,
i wanna see fireworks! *hints*
well well, stupid b didn't answer my calls,
didn't call back also. bet he overslept again and miss his stop.
idiotzxc. whatever!
i'm like so bored nao, someone save me?

thankyou for waking up so early these two days,
just to accompany me, and end up you're tired like #@!$%^&
but where to find sucha sweet and nice bf? heheh!
& also everything you did and helped,
loveyou darling (L) ♥

- Am trying, always am.

My phone died on me last night!
& i didn't manage to wake up on time for school D:
so, gave it a miss, last cognitive somemore!
sighhhhh.

slept till noon, mum bought me lunch (:
then both her and sis went out @ 3,
going cruise, yes again. tsk!
so stayed at home till 5plus, out to pasir ris to meet baby.
train to DG, had Astons @ Cathay.
queued for super long, but still its satisfying! :D
then back to DG, B bought his headset, asshole.
but i like how it sounds luh, hahah :x
home after that.

gonna go shop to help daddy out in the morning tmrw! :D
(which i didn't really want to, kenna forced, but whatever!)
B gonna come to find me, (Y)
muahahah, alright alright, shall go sleep soon!
sweet dreams people!

just wondering,
why issit that so many r/s ended suddenly? o.o

you can never imagine,
how much i needed you.

Maths was alright today,
just finished presentation.
later gonna go downtown to meet them for dinner,
and also to celebrate ~
:/


*edited* 11.58pm
am back from Downtown east,
from celebrating Jacinth's bday!
the token she gave everyone of us was real sweet,
especially the letter.
hope she really did enjoyed her 17th bday! (:
had JustAcia for dinner. (Y)
the cake was nice, just that too much :/
didn't join them for movie, home with Huiling,Eunice,Desmond&Johnathan.
didn't see Johnathan for super long alr.
he 'lombang' me back to Buangkok by cab, thanks! :D
after washing up, here i am! ~
...
...

i'll make it all okay, eventually.

- This is killing me.

OB was today, as stressed up as usual.
am the scribe, struggling to do the powerpoint.
but yeah, everything ended up well (:
bus-ed home with Eugenia.

home, did my RJ and everything, no time to get photos ...
didn't went to print in the end.
met baby, bus to HMall tgt with mummy also,
she's going to visit ahgong ah.
then walked over to mall, omg saw alot of people!
firstly, saw cousin there, hah! A-PP-LE!
then secondly, saw Shihuaaaaaa :D omgomg la, :x
lastly, saw Aunty Doreen but didn't go find her :x oops!

we decided what to eat for super long,
ended up at Pepper Lunch ~
then after that,
.......
.......


sigh,
to know what you thought of doing,
makes my heart hurt so so much.
& yes, i couldn't hold it in, you asked me to pour it all out.
but, till now i just couldn't get it.
i guess, i wouldn't want to know so much either.
all i know is, it still hurt, alot alot alot.

- You found me,

Hi,
didn't wanna come school initially,
but but but, whatever, came in the end.
should have skipped, cos alot didn't come today too. argh $#@!%^&
and, wasn't feeling good since morning.
sucky, sighhhhh.

just had my lunch, TRCC's pasta ~
and Science today is making me to think alot,
headache!

hate this feeling, that comes once in awhile.
this overwhelmed feeling i have,
tsk ):

- Because you were there,


The new start of the week alr,
and also the 2nd last week of school :D
&& am looking very forward to this weekend! heheh :x

School was great today! early dismissal!
and a change of place for presentation! @ library, cool ttm!
dismissed at 2.30pm, then reached int, Yilin called.
so waited for her, bus 161 home tgt.
once i reached home, did my RJ and everything,
slept till 5plus when B called me.
actually was intending to wakeup earlier and do some stuff,
but didn't manage to wake up in the end.

planned to surprise B one, but end up mummy la ~
last minute decision to visit ahma cos she's sick,
so went down tgt, met B, took bus to Compass for dinner.
exchanged my contacts lens, like finally!
then bus back, called mummy, she asked me to register for th doctor @ Green,
as she's cabbing down with ahma to see doctor ah.

after everything, registered etc, walked B to bus-stop.
he got on bus, i walked back Green to accompany them.
waited from 8plus till 9plus going 10, then they are done.
Daddy came to fetch, sent ahma home, talked to cousins and uncle.
reached home at 11plus after parents did their banking and all.

Daddy's Chinese bday today somemore,
yet everything happened at once today, tiring ah!
sighhhhhh.

- The day you went away,

- Friday 30July10
E-learning day! (:
instead of waking at 6am like usual,
had the chance to wake up at 8am when everyone is rushing for school.
started my laptop with lazy eyes on bed,
waiting to mark attendance.
8.30am up, marked and started doing the usual things in school,
except at home today, and communicate using msn ~
yadah yadah yadah, didn't do ppt in the end :x
slept all the way till 3pm, did my stuffs.

prepared at 4plus, out of house at 5plus.
bus 88 to Pasir Ris to meet B after his work.
train to Clementi with his friend also, then to his coffeeshop.
its Yaya and Bel's birthday!
had my dinner, took pictures, lovely cakes ~
home at 10plus by cab with B.
then he bus home from my house (:

- Saturday 31July10
said to wake up by 8am and reach his house by 10am,
overslept :/
reached at 1pm, had lunch at BPP.
back to his house, he took his nap.
out of house at 4pm, bus and trained to Harbourfront.
RWS8 to Resorts World, USS.
started to queue for Sundown Festival.
entered at 7plus, concert started at 8.15pm.
Overall, the concert's cool to me ah ~
After School's hot, FCuz's woah, J-rock was a stranger to me.
everything ended at 11.30pm,
took bus back to Vivo at 12am, train service was closed alr.
called Daddy, he came to fetch me and B.
he sent B home ah (: hahah he's like damn ps :x
but whatever, (Y)
had supper with Daddy too, been long since we did that!
home at 2am plus, sleeeeeep!

- Sunday 1August10,
today, both B and i slept till there's no tmrw,
he came at 1plus, we went to H.Mall,
passed Beiwen her stuff.
had our lunch at LongJohnSilver,
then bus 27 to IKEA! :D
took a long time to find the things i wanted and decide.
but yeah, got all in the end ~ and i'm officially BROKE ! ):
home, B helped me with alot, ♥
then bought dinner back from Green,
at 9pm B left, and here i am ah :D

school tmrw ahhhh D:
sigh, another week to begin,
and i'm still waiting ...... for it to come :/
making me more stress only pls, zz!
nvm, holidays are coming people ! :D

ps: sorry, i'll upload pictures someday! but now now :x

Baby, to me, you are too, the most perfect of the perfect!
the priority of my life, yes you are (:
thankyou for everything alright, much loves! ♥