Dear Tako,

I still remember the first time i got you,
we were both 'strangers', i don't even dare to hold you, afraid that you'll bite.
I don't even care much about your existence in the house.
but slowly, i learned how to take notice of you that i didn't even realized.

One day, i dared myself to hold you in my hands, putting away the fear i had.
you didn't bite me. i was really happy (:
ever since, i always looked forward to play with you.
Although, there is once u bite me till there's blood.
i don't know why, that didn't stop me from playing with you.
Maybe i can't resist you, that's why! :/

It's been a year plus since you've been living with us (:
i'm aware that the time we played with you became lesser and lesser,
sis had school, i've been working + going out till night.
once we came home, it's either computer or sleep.
i guess you felt very lonely? because Yaki left you too ...

There are times you tried to catch my attention by biting the cage,
making noises so that i could go over and play with you.
i heard it, but i didn't go over.. why didn't i? ):
both me and sis thought that the other party would notice you,
in fact, neither of us did, as days pass by...

I still rmb, last few weeks, one afternoon before i went out, i went to check on you.
but, like always, u caught my attention first.
i found out that u didn't have enough water & food. i panic.
immediately, i refilled them. looking at how fast you went to get your food,
i felt sorry. instead of blaming myself, i blamed sis for not taking care of you.

On Sun, when K,I&BW came to my house,
sis brought you out of the cage.
That was when, i hated myself the most.
i thought that you looked weird, not yourself at all.
after that, you bite BW & sis, it's even weirder. you don't bite.
you're not active at all either, why didn't i sense that something's wrong with you?
what's worse, i didn't know that will be the last day i get to see you moving around ...

Today, you're gone.. i can't turn the time back to treat you better anymore.
you didn't even gave me a chance to say goodbye.
you alr gave signs, to prove that you're not normal, i didn't do anything to it.
When mum told me you're gone today, i was very shocked.
my heart sank, my mood changed. it's too sudden. ytd, you're still like normal ..
all i can say is, i'm sorry Tako. ):

R.I.P, 300310.

i learned, to cherish even more now.
i don't know, i can't stop feeling emotional when typing this post.
you'll always be in my heart, Tako. (:
i'll miss you, alot, alot, alot.

Pictures are all @ fb for work!

Literally, work ended ytd, sucky.
didn't expected to be that worse. wth.
didn't get my photo taken, when everybody did.
Like, wth please.
whatever, game over alr. -.-

Today, went for Karaoke session wif HL,E&JH ! :D
met up wif HL for lunch @ hou point, saw Anderson.
then we took 109 to Serangoon interchange, waited for E.
bought tibits and off we went to the KTV place.
its like, the one and only place that has the most korean songs!
totally cool please! ~
JH came after awhile to join us.
the person there extended half an hour free for us!
so gonna go there again! (:

then pool session is cancelled wif K&co,
so called up Shihua to join me :D
thanks eh ~ ^^
played till 9 plus, settled our dinner there too.
in summary, in terms of skills, of cos i win :D
in terms of tyco-ness, i lost. lol ~ crap ~

Going back nvss & choir tmr!

- i feel like killing myself, i can't handle it.

Haven't been updating for a long time alr :/

Lately, work has occupied my time for the past week,
some days off in between, but still find it tiring.
glad that it isn't an everyday job though ~

At least my mind is being distracted by work.
i experienced alot of new things that i've never experienced before (:
Events, Dinners, Ballrooms, Napkins, Food-server, Drink-server ...
had a pass made too, i think its cool (Y)

Then, enrollment stuff is troublesome ...
though there's no check-ups for me ^^;
met a senior @ work, same poly&course .. learned alot of stuff from her!
currently having a break till thurs & work till next wed ~
hwaiting! ~ :D

had pizza hut wif choir peeps + ivan lol.
euge was there working ... pranked.
but thanks alot to get a staff discount coupon for us! (:
relaxation for me, finally ~
got to know alot of new suju's show today! by beiwen ^^
thank youuuuuuu! :D
i'll go get/make the badges soooon, promise ! :x

all right ~ off for more shows, (Y)

** won't be back here for awhile ~