went to Marina Barrage for celebration!
blow-ed cake, fly kites, splashed water!
pics, pics & more pics!
all in facebook, that jiahui uploaded (:

Bugis area for (cheaper) steamboat.
not a high class place, but its still fine.
all of us were hungry after searching for it,
walking round & round.
took alot, really alot of food!
especially hotdogs/crabmeat.
believe it, 13 eggs we ate. tomyum/chicken soup!
its been long since i ate steamboat! :D
had a great entertainment by some too!
i laughed, alot.

Then, back to BJ,
took neoprint, wif Liting now.
ages since i took one!
walked ard, train back home at 10 plus (:

its 4e4's gathering tmr ...

Okay, today was .. tiring.

Firstly, i overslept when i'm suppose to meet WQ,
at 1pm at Buangkok, to pass her some books.
S-O-R-R-Y ! ):
in the end she had to come my house downstairs,
to meet me for those books.

then, met Beverly & Jasline at ACC for kite-flying! :D
well, they took a long time to find me :x
went there wif sis by car as daddy drove us there.
so we started to fly ours first :D
after meeting up wif B&J, lol, their kite can't fly ):
wasted, as they just bought it.
ended at ard 6 plus, cousins JJ came to have dinner wif us (:

Home first to clean up,
then H.Mall for Pepper Lunch! :D
it was ... full. i saw Huishan & Cheryl there! (:
printed pictures, walked Cotton On, Roof-top(ed)
met parents, then they send cousins home.

Tmr, Marina Barrage! wif peeeeps :D

-Watch this life pass me by.

Finally, i cleared my room today! *^^*
ahhh, sense of achievement (:
& i realised i had alot of junks in my room :/

hmmmm, did alot of first times this year lol.
a few nights ago, my sis & i,
stayed up till 4 in the midnight,
just to order Macs breakfast by ourselves. cool.
early breakfast that day.
(ended up being scolded by mum)

re-watched & watched taiwan shows lately.
海派甜心, 桃花小妹 +++
ah, life after 'O's are definitely the best!
though i'm still in search of job ... ):

Yaki's being given away (personal reason)
sian, & i'm left with only Tako to play with.

Ah, i still have presents not done,
pictures nt edited and posted,
places i wanna go wif some certain people,
new experiences, to let me have a breakthrough.
):
lest staying at home and think :/

Kite-Flying tmr! :D

i'm not permanant, at least nt wad u think.
but i can do nth, at all. Helpless.

- i would rather not know,
than to keep feigning i do not know.

PSLE results out at 12 noon today.
went back to YCKPS with sis to get her results.
the worst is over, & i think we're all contented wif it (:
then we met up wif mummy, over to h.green to buy lunch back.

bathed, and went over to BeiWen's house (:
Karyl & Elaine were there too.
i had a good time there though :D
laughed non-stop since i settled down there.
& i left there ard 6pm.

met up wif mummy & sis,
went out, till night, dad came to fetch.
home.

at least i had my mind occupied from it today,
how am i gonna go on from now?
i saw u even when i'm unconscious, crazy.
if it carries on, to let me see things which i wanna avoid.
i'm afraid that day will come, and i'll say it out.
which, i don't want it to happen at all. no.
sometimes i wonder, don't you ever had this kind of feeling?
):

changed blogskin!
imma going crazy,
i was about to post pics of grad high tea,
and it disappeared to nowhere.
fine, i'll post it another day then.

went Recruit Express today, with Beverly.
hope to get calls from there soon!
then, while waiting for Jasline to come,
who told us to slowly take our time to go Plaza Sing,
went to B's cousin house to take something at Pasir Ris,
then we took MRT and ride a big round to Jurong station,
& a big round to Dhobby Ghout. W.I.L.D
guess wad, we spent too much time inside, ended up being charged 2 bucks.

met up wif Jasline, and we caught the 5.45pm movie.
Paranormal Activity.
crap, this movie gets on my nerves.
i don't like it, its so uggghh, disgusting.
ended at 7 plus, train back home to have dinner (:

tmr's the release of PSLE results!
& i'm going wif my sis! :D

- Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

caught the movie, 2012 today at AMK Hub, 9.45pm
a very nice show indeed, worth the watch, thumbs up!
first knew this movie from SL in the beginning of the year,
& finally i caught it, its worth the wait afterall (:

Adam Lambert - Time for Miracles
this song's specially for this movie, love it (:
catch the movie people, its greatly recommended!

gonna go highlight my hair tmr,
hope i won't regret it! :D

-'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.



Out with 5 girls today!
Wisma & Far East.
spent 6 ++ hrs in that far east building, crap.
it seemed small, but that many shops can make us go crazy.
my feet are killing me at the end of the day!
but, reaped what i sowed (:

had alot of "my first time" too!
ate Just Asia & Pastamania for the first time! :D
of cos, it burned a big hole in my wallet,
& i owe D $$ ~ ahhhh T.T
Graduation High Tea seemed fun,
but it sucks to buy everything we need for it :/

i wanna dye/highlight my hair so muchhhhh! ):
but i have no more $ left,
definitely gonna work after Grad High Tea!

But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
(:

-Just tryin' to play my role.

Supposingly to go Far East today wif peeps,
but its postponed.
so out wif mum & sis instead :D
went J8, with only one thing in mind:
-to search clothes for grad high tea
got it, left with shoes & accessories (:
train over to Novena (velocity&square2)
still found nth, in the end walked ard there hoping to find something.
(found alot of stores that wanted part-timers though) haha(:

then, daddy came to fetch us,
drove through Orchard, the lights for X'mas this year are nice!
(part of the reason was for the APEC's arrival -.-)
a pity i didn't bring my camera out! D:
home i was, gonna start job hunting again tmr!

i'm still searching for it, still am ...

-Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right.

Edmund's chalet today.
Tired.

out for job interview tmr (:

the feeling of after Os,
should i even feel like this?
somehow, i don't like it .. its, uncomfortable.
this doesn't taste like freedom, at all.

the urgency to need to search ..
or would you tell me how to?
still, un-found.

so this is how it should be,
uhhuh, no, too dumb of me already.
you ... no words could even be used to descibe.
i'll go on my life well, even if it sucks now. Bye.

-Anyhow, Anyway.

officially, its over! (:
my last major paper that i'm sitting in North Vista Sec,
it may seemed like Os last like forever,
& yet now, it ended like it just started nt long ago.
haaaaaa, somehow i'll miss studying, for sure.

spent my day after papers with Angie, SL, PY & JL (:
but it ain't fruitful, no plans, walked ard aimlessly.
but, it'll be funner next time [:

ahhhhhhh, there's so much stuff to be done!
i neeeeeda jobs! quite badly .........

will post pictures for the days i've gone MIA soooon!
& i wanna change my blogskin sometime soon too!
now, now, now, F-U-N begins! :D

gotta catch up wif T.JH, G.YL & W.SL !
gotta catch up wif S.SHIHUA, T.HUINING!
gotta catch up wif 6/4 peeeeeps! (:
gotta catch up wif KhaiYee toooo!
and the list goes on & on ...
man, this holiday will be a long & enjoyable one to go :D

goodnight!

-So what if it hurts me,
So what if I break down,
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?

P.Geography paper 2 today.
how i wished i could re-take the paper again.
regretted.
Sorry, mrs tan.

that's all i could say.
already prepared, for the worst.

-Watch this life pass me by.




i'm back to update a little! (:

O's are coming to an end, finally.
left only 3 more papers (p.geog, chi & sci mcq)
& then, here comes the long awaited freedom that we longed for.

hmms, then it comes to a halt, whereby we have to think.
what are we gonna do? jobs? shopping? this & that ...
sure there're alot of things to accomplish in everyone's mind,
but mainly concerns about money :/
what if i cant find a job? its time to learn independence.
i kept saying to my mum, "i wanna buy alot,alot of things after Os"
and she tells me "where do yr $$ come from huhs?"
& i thought about it, yea. i should start to find jobs and depend on myself.
but, alot of things are stopping me,
which makes me unable to make a choice.
well, well, well ... the future is ... i don't know. chaotic. competitve.
what if i cant score well for Os??

alright, gonna go sleep already (:
will come back after i'm done with Os !
3 more papers, Persevere.
all the best, people! :D