Choir , ALTO finally had an audition .
that's when i felt stressed .
i kept asking Yilin for the note ! :X
& my hands were icy cold , my legs trembling .
thought its just A NOTE , but it decides if you're in or out of syf .

School , i failed probabilty test by a mark ! F*
just bcos by not reducing to simplest form for the last question ,
i failed D:
by failing every test , its already a disaster .
what about "O"s ? its a risk i'm taking .
movie screening after school ,
in 20 mins we left :D

the stress piling up day by day ,
be it choir or "O"s ,
H-O-W ? i don't know .
people are all moving forward ,
but i'm still at the same place ,
wondering , how can i catch up with them ?
Is it too late ? people all say its never too late to start now .
Time just ain't enough D:

to just ignore what happened ,
to just go on with the flow ,
to just follow when my heart ain't there ,
to see what is in front of my eyes ,
to not facing the fact till now .

i wanna stop studying .
i wanna stop the stress .
i wanna be as carefree as i am in the past .
i wanna , just STOP .

its impossible ..