alright , my a math text is not in the locker !
how am i suppose to study without it ?
damn .. left wif onli my tution notes ? T.T

tmr's the day , to make a trip to the doc .
& find out if i could make it back to sku on fri .
wish me luck ((:

woke up at 6.30 in the morning .
called the office , asked if can go sku take paper , in another room .
they nt sure , waited for mrs tay's call .
in the end ms koh called me ,
& she said is cos me & kor de is confirm case , jie de just suspect .
if wan take paper , must hav doctor certificate -.-
so in the end , cnt take lor . went back to slp .

woke up , big headache . felt like vomitting too .
didn't eat anything , except for a cup of milo , den ate a panadol .
sleep until 8 . still nt feeling well , went to the doc .
was given medicine , asked to go back on thurs for another check-up .
33 bucks flew ~~~
arrghh .. i hate tis feeling . it sucks .

heard that chi paper is easy ?
hope the class average is good too ..

first i wanna say ,
HAPPIE 15TH BIRTHDAY , SAMANTHA ! (:
you've been a great friend throughout ,
& i love my monkey (;
be happie always & jy for MYE alright ((:

i'm so so so bored at home ! arrghh !
staying at home like holiday isn't really the best .
if i'm given a choice , i would choose to go back school and finish my MYE .
but now , dere's nt even a choice to choose .
no exams to sit , rotting at home , results concluded by CA marks ,
i dun wan that :(

yilin's down wif that disease too ?
ohh god , just when will it stop ?

why do things have to come so suddenly ?
worst still , it all came together .
its so hard to make a decision sometimes .
& why must dere be things to be sacrificed , and u can't have them all ?

hmms , was watching tv the whole day .
ppl chionging for MYE , see le oso felt weird .
but i wan study oso no books T.T
went for a jog in the evening , i saw yixiang & his dog -.-
den mummy came down . walked to compass together .
& she told me i got so many cousins out of the blue -.-
all older than me , some still working le .
i asked if the guys handsome de ma ?
she said , " got these 2 boys , waa eyes big big , veri shuai ! "
i was lyk oo .. really ? i don't trust your taste . =X
ha , didn't see them before oso .
mummy went her banking & all , walked back home .

found out tat kor caught the disease too ,
10 days mc for her >< i'm so sorry .

worst still , when mummy called the office on fri ,
mummy : can she retake the papers ?
office : maybe not , we will take her CA results instead .
mummy : huh , cnt lahs , i bring her to sku den u put her in another room lor .
office : cnt lahs , she oso not in the condition to take , den oso wun do well .
mummy : but her condition is mild , she still can take it .
office (another person) : i will ask her teacher to call you .

okays , think is they scare lahs -.-
fuck them , if i cnt re-take , is confirm die lahs .

& thanks eugenia for the wishes ((:
JY FOR MYE !

& YILIN : sry , i can't celebrate yr birthday wif you =X

everyone , jiayous & study hard for MYE ! (:

alright , i rotted at home today .
watching tv the whole day .
wan study oso no book to study -.-
how can i dahan for another 5 days ? T.T

yilin : damn you 3g me to tempt me !
next sat , for sure i'm gonna go out wif you (:

alright , no sku for me today for the first time tis year .
went to the doc , & i contracted the stupid disease from sis !
6 days without sku , how boring is tat ?
still dunno if can re-take exams not , damn !
didn't get to attend speech day today too .
arrgh , bad timing !!!

tks jie , kor , angie & lihua for all the things u all done !

&lastly , tks for the things u said (:

thanks alot miss chan .

lessons are boring today .
kor came late .. she had to run 5 rounds , poor her .
got back geog test , i passed ! 19/30 ((:
i finally passed ! -.-''
e math ca marks , 58% hurrays .

after sku went compass meet mummy .
ate lunch , she go banking & home we went .
bathed , sleep till 6.45 den go out meet daddy .
went hou mall , find here & dere finally found a suitable cock shoe .
den go eat dinner , jie came wif her mum .
only say hellos jiu split le . daddy came at 9 .
fetched daddy home too ! ^^

pls pls pls , dun get into me T.T
its so pain . maybe nt going sku tmr ?

lalalas ~ today is kind of sucky ?

daddy came my hse in the morning, fetched her to sku .
almost late =X warm-ups & all ~ mr liew came
sing half-way , started scolding ppl .
okays , i kenna the scolding T.T hmms , i admit its my fault .
den reflection period , after tat mr liew is high again .
started saying "jokes" -.-
choir ended , lunched , was late for assembly ! dunno why so early today .
got SS books from jie . tks ! ^^

sku is fine , didn't get back SS test .
i failed my english ! zzz .. damn .
stayed back to do the wk sheet from mdm woo to pull up our marks .
peii jie go canteen , music room after tat .
changed & all , started rehearsal .
well , a total failure lahs . mr liew bu shuang for some reason , so nv conduct .
we were lyk singing way way off .
went back ava room for training when all ended .
thought he will start scolding again , but he didn't (:
ended at 6 . went back music room to change .

went to buy bubble tea , den waited for bus to go tution .
zzz waited for half an hour , and we reached tution at 7.30 ?
so only attended half an hour class . ha break record .
totally tired , cnt even open my eyes . so slp ZZZ !
daddy de daddy came to fetch , even slp in car .

buying cock shoes tmr wif daddy ?

woke up late today , cos had a sudden headache late in the night .
had a little fever too , ate medicine and went back to slp .

first period , pe , didn't play games . wasn't feeling too well .
headache came back again , went to the toilet .
sry for nt informing . =X
e math , did work .
pure geog , test ! but all multiple choices (: tks miss lee !
eng , mdm woo shouting again ~
chi , gt back test . okays bad . =((
chem , gt back test . 14.5/30 heng teacher mark wrong !
gt back a mark , and i passed ~ ((:
cdp , didn't hand in proj =X

after sku , bubble tea !
went back for choir at 3.30
rehearsal ~ haiis . bad again .
so re-do , until teacher happie .
6 + released , home by bus wif daddy (:

alright , fetching daddy to sku tmr morning (:
her dad's working overnight ><
& i'm having a flu =(

慢慢的 。。
渐渐的 。。
失去曾经所拥有过的。

长痛不如短痛？

rotted at home today ~
daddy actually say wan go out de , but in the end we both lazy =X
played viwawa practically the whole day -.-
went shop at 8 , fetched mummy.
dinner at j8 , bought movie tickets - the forbidden kingdom .
acted by jet li , jackie chan and others .
nicenice ((: damn funny oso .
finished at 11.45 , home sweet home !

school's okays today .
childhood memories came back during a math lesson =X
after sku e math test , damn i do wrongly -.-

went daddy hse do my geog article .
bought cup noodles , den still gt desert made by her mum .
lols .. nv eaten before , but its nice ! ((:
started on my articles .. ZZ no energy do !
onli did a little , see daddy play audi , played too .
hohos so long no play le ! ^^

went down to fetch sis at 5.15
daddy go hou mall wif her mum
home , bath , slp !
jie woke me up -.- so went hou mall find her & ate dinner
her parents dere too -.- her dad treated me desert ! ((: TKS !
bought food back for mummy & sis , daddy come fetch me .

tmr national athem ~
rehearsal walking in after sku for speech day wif cock shoe -.-

me & kor's mind think alike ! ((:

bio , gt back test . i failed ! T.T 9/30
chem , copying hw .
chi , sat together and talk . instead of doing zuo ye.
a math , learning bio all the way ~
e math , learn new chap .
assembly , let's nt talk abt it (:

went for bio crt straight .
test ! test ! test !
quite hard .. =(( hope will pass bahs .
went compass wif kor & li hua .
di-siaoing wenli & her YC xD
but seriously , they're sweet (:
ate mac , long queue -.-
bought thing for mummy jiu go home le .
peii kor wait for her bus ^^ in the end started raining !
bus 27 , alighted at buangkok dere cos i nv bring umbrella .
waited for 43 , just to take one stop away for shelter .
heng jie peii me sms ((: TKS <33333

went back home , bath immediately cos daddy de daddy fetching us to tution .
out of hse , went daddy hse . waited , off we go .
rain damn big lahs , li hua stuck in the rain .
luxi & lihua came late . i'm sleeping in class today ! ><
so tired lahs . but daddy , keep tickling me !
rarrhh , no choice , do work .
bus 43 home , which is so so so cold !

hurrays , win alot in big 2.5 today ((:
tmr chi test ! T.T

its the 15 today ,
and here i am , thinking of the past .
seems lyk i nv fail to do tat every 15th huh ?
somehow , i wish we nv end at all ):

okays , i'm nt late today (: but jie went home halfway again !
sit in front for assembly today . crapped wif rachel tan ~
and she trimmed her hair ! finally ! -.-

pe , played captain's ball wif amira & gang , including py&weixiaing .
nt fun at all , but after the two guys left , we went crazy !
angie shouted lyk hell when kor snatched her ball xD
see ppl re-take napfa , see ppl play badminton . huzaifa's pro !

e math , gt back trigo test . gt 14/20
minus 2 marks for fraction & accuracy ! damn !
pure geog , keep talking abt chem test .
eng , mdm woo did filing again . learn chem too .
recess , went library dere study wif kor & lihua .
chi , finished chap 11 .
chem , test ! think will fail T.T
cdp , talked abt going JC/POLY

after sku , went bubble tea dere buy stuff .
made jie come meet us & go choir ((:
she bought her jie's laptop -.- hahas she cnt steal internet .
lalalas ~ she's so mad . played my phone instead .
went back sku , saw angie and gang coming out .
climed all the way to 4th floor , in the end meet at ava room -.-
let mdm woo check my passport , & i'm okays .
sing thru speech day song , went hall , come back ,
punishment ! zz .. pumpings as usual .
stayed back for HK practice until 6 plus .
next wed full dress rehearsal ! doomed !

walked home wif daddy , rain halfway ~
drain de water currents quite strong . lols !
home at 7 . ate porridge ?
bio test tmr ! die die die !!!

if i could i would ,
if dere's a chance i would ,
when i know wad's all , my heart wavers .
i don't wanna run away ,
cos it ain't gonna solve the problem .
it just isn't fair , can't you see ?
as long as u're within my sight ,
nth can stop me from holding on .

tiring day out at orchard , takashimaya .

woke up , bath . bus-ed 156 to j.8 meet mummy .
train-ed to somerset . went heeren first .
walked every level , went in every shop .
but still cnt find things to buy ! -.-
finally found something in addidas . a shirt.
but due to some reasons , me & mummy decided dun wan buy =X
daddy called next , we said gt nth here for us to buy .
he jiu say leave the voucher for him to use ==

so we went to taka to shop next .
find here & dere for my bag , still cnt find the one i wanted !
zz .. in the end bought a polo tee for myself .
mummy bought a bag for sis .
hurrays , voucher used le . left heeren de to spend liao .

train to hou mall fix ny specs .
bought other stuffs and home sweet home ! ((:

i'm so in love wif flying fingers ,
& i broke all jie's record ((:

i nv knew i missed you tat much .

currently at jie's hse now ((:
dun wanna stay at home . wahahas !
say come here study in the end nv -.-
going j8 later for tako ! hurrays ! ^^
wil update more when i gt back home .

edited :
went plaza sing wif jie .
bought tako ! hahas . nicenice ((:
walked ard , say wan buy ice-cream .
went carrefour , find , in the end bought sushi instead =X
jie bought 2 tubs of ice-cream bac her amah hse .
damn cheap lahs . bought dinner dere for daddy .

train back to shop . boring ! cashier all the way ~
went to j8 fetch mummy after close shop .
home sweet home . sis went amah hse stay . ^^
alone at home tmr ! going shopping when mummy come back ?

tests on chem , bio , chi & e math next week ! -.-''

kor & jie didn't come sku today =(
lessons per normal , nth special .
after sku , stayed back for the international thing . -.-
its funny to see edmund and henry act lahs .
so fake ! =X

went jie's hse after tat .
she's okays le , i think ? act lyk normal liao ^^
played viwawa ~ lols i keep winning sushi ((:
bus back to sku , in the end found out no choir ! damn ,
went back jie hse lor , so dulan lahs ! -.-
continued playing viwawa . so fun , but i keep losing big 2.5 to daddy !
nvm , jie noob can liao ! ^^
home at 7 . daddy come fetch me & jiahui . ha .

didn't go out . instead cousins come stay -.- fuck ?

i'm going to eat tako tmr ! yays ! ((:

lalalas ~ JIE IS DOWN WIF FEVER TODAY !
GET WELL SOON & PLS PLS PLS TAKECARE OF YRSELF ! ((:

e math , learn the cos rule , got back test paper which is the previous one ?
wahahas , i passed ! 24/40 ((: expected to fail .
stupid jinglong get 28 -.-
eng , mdm woo went crazy again ! drama here & dere .
we laughed till siao lahs . its quite entertaining (:
pure geog , i wonder how me & kor survive every thurs de 3 periods .
all the way crapping wif mushroom and 树人 .
a math , tired ~
e-lit , funny . commented abt mdm nashita new hairstyle . hahas !

after sku went to buy stuff eat .
reached jie's hse , thought she fainted or wad , nv open door -.-
her fever so damn high lahs . the towel became hot after only a few mins ?
kor asked her go bath to bring down temperature .
jie said she bath cold water , but come down the water is hot liao ==
she so weak lahs . still dun wan take good care of herself .
wiped her hair for her , find her medicine until siao .
in the end its nt at eye level . lols ~
angie & daddy came after awhile . angie looking for shuai ge in friendster =X

went sku at 3.45 . sat behind the hall wif mushroom they all .
4.30 we started . first we did sit & reach . damn , 1 more cm i get A =(
inclined pull up next , did 20 ^^
shuttle run , o.2 more secs i get A ! -.-
sit-ups , did till A jiu stop le .
standing broad jump , i passed ! tiffany did it too ! ((:
but li hua still fail after many attempts . =((

all ended at 6 . walked home wif daddy , its so windy today !
reached home , bath , daddy go buy dinner for me (:
when he's down wif flu . tks daddy ! <3
watched 2 disc of anime , sleep .
STUPID SUSHI WAKE ME UP ! DAMN YOU !
den followed by jinglong's call -.-
no choice , wake up play com .

tmr , short day in sku , but dere's choir ~

choir in the morning . mr liew didn't come .
practiced speech day rehearsal song . & i forgt to bring passport !! -.-
after choir , ate wif juniors . "played" wif them oso . lols !

SS , talked wif kor the whole lesson . emotions nt stable .
chi , did 私涵 .
eng , did filing and mdm woo nag nag nag ~

after sku went compass buy cup walker wif jie & kor .
went back sku after tat , say assemble at 3 , in the end 3.15 den assemble ==
did the stupid pumpings while singing , just bcos we hav to do 67 of it .
went hall rehearse once , damn ugly & messy lahs . hate it .
was asked to do it again -.-
president dun allow kor to stand wif us ? bu shuang le lo ~
kor was dulan wif junior , den jiu ask sylvia let us go early .
we got "tution" at 5.30 . =X
but she dun let . sibei dulan . but heng germaine gt the key for us ((:
TKS ALOT GERMAINE !

went jie hse slack . kor went home , but nv bring key .
poor kor hav to wait till her kor reach home .
jie made the delicious chicken wings ! <3
went for tution at 7 wif daddy . for the first time , we're so late !
after tution , ran after the bus .
rarrhh , daddy said i walked pass a spider ?
i was lyk omg ?! den daddy still jump here & dere !
zz . make me so scared lahs T.T

tmr napfa test ! -.-

hmms kor's late today .
bio test , onli 12 ppl out of 38 passed . ZZ
chem , teacher come checking on my work again ==
chi , for dunno wad reason i'm nt concentrating .
SS , had the test . totally dun understand wad's means testing !

after recess went back class , lihua & tiffany's money kenna stolen .
wei hong & sheng hui's handphones were stolen too .
sheng hui's crazy , hp stolen still so happie ==
they went to inform the office . den tiffany damn angry lahs .
say if noe is hu steal , wan ask ppl come beat them up le =X
asked jie to look after me & kor's phone in case DM come check .
jing long's crazy . he exchanged more coins instead of just one coin -.-

after sku , went straight home .
bath , eat , out to hou stadium to give "support" to sis de 1.6km run .
i should hav stayed at home to slp !
was postpone cos of the rain ! ==
reached home , angry , sleep !
after 45 mins , woke up , prepare for tution .
daddy didn't go today !! =(( hahas , nvm
was sending songs from wenli's hp . saw those romantic msgs from yc ==
so .. ehhems . forget it .

after tution , talked for 30 mins wif lihua & cherlin .
hohos long time no talk le ~ ^^
den walked to compass wif them too , continued talking .
bus-ed 156 home . think alot of things .
but i still cnt figure out the reason why . =(
reached the lift , just nice daddy appear (: home together wif dinner !

all right daddy is so into viwawa now .
he wun let me use the com until he win -.-''

dun lose confidence in yourself .
its nt tat nobody cares , its just tat u didn't say it out .
i noe the reason why i cnt concentrate during chi .
i tried to tell myself , focus . but i keep starring at yr class .
fcuk . exams are coming . i wanna start concentrating and buck up .
i dun wanna fail , until so badly . lyk my a math .
i really don't . i wanted so much to just erase those memories .
studies , my top priority ?

okays , i overslept again ==
reached sku at 7.30 heng nt late (:

pe , mr ho brief abt dunno wad olympic thing .
den started 2.4km de re-test .
angie ran wif lihua for the 1st round .
me and kor peii her run for the 2nd round .
& tada ! she passed ! *claps*
e math , test . chicken feet ((:
but kor dunno how to do ><
geog , talked abt the world is coming to an end .
lols . quite scary when u tok abt it =X
english , went to change to uni , sneak back into class ^^
chi , got scolding from ms.koh , stand for quite long . zz
chem , talking wif angie . mr soong keep asking me do hw ! ==
cdp , talked abt the international friendship thing .
our class doing JAPAN (: hahas funny stuffs happened .

didn't went for the re-test after sku =X
confirm is a fail mark anyway ~
went to bubble tea dere . bought stuffs den back to jie's hse .
slacked till 7 den go home =X

&sushi : damn you ! you give up you die okays ? ==
cos they will confirm think tat you're more useless .
so what if you're lyk tat in their eyes now ?
as long as u dun give up , dere's hope ((:

i confused my feelings wif the truth .
and once more , things are not wad i expected .
the way things work , once you know what it's all ,
i'm once again , devastated .