haven been blogging lately. cos playing audi =X
todae went to hou swimming complex wif daddy, sis, t.jiahui and her dad ^^
hmm had a fun evening "swimming" wif them. lols.
me and my sis were jus playing wif water lahs. we dun even noe how to swim.
sis piggyback on my dad while i pull her legs. lols ! almost made her fall .. ><
swam from 5-6.40 .. hehes ! long time no swim le lor.
mayb next sat goin jurong east to swim wif daddy .. mayb jiahui oso goin ! ^^

cant wait for fri's outing wif the girls and 1e4 chalet =)

well .. off you go to enjoy yrself for week plus . i'm gonna miss you <3'
hmm . its sad to noe tat you're nt goin to the chalet tis time.
its the second time tat you missed tis chalet le.
i dun think dere's gonna be another chance for you to be dere again bahs?
i've always wanted to go e4 chalet wif you. w/o you , it ain't 1e4 chalet.
its the class that made us noe each other. lols i love daydreaming huh?
looking back at those messages.
the times we chatted on msn.
those days we will tok on phone.
i broke down into tears. i miss you. yes, i do.
when you tell me , how happy you are. i was happy for you.
but i really felt like crying. you are happy but you leave me.
left me alone. broken your promise.
but i cant do anything. jus crying silently.
hoping you didnt know i cried. when you say you are sad.
you wanted me to comfort you.
to hear what you say. i listen. comfort you. but in the end. i am the one crying.
you didnt know how much i love you. how much i exactly love you.
and i was. why? why cant just me and you. i just couldnt say i love you this 3 words.
cos i am afraid. afraid... of many things. you won't care for me already.
you will ignore me. pretending not to know my presence.
i really wished. wished i got the courage to say i love you. but i don't.
can you gimme the care & concern you once give me.
warming my heart each and every time.
making me to smile and laugh with you.
why cant you whisper into my ears and say you love me? why?
i said i would be there for you.
but would you be there for me when i nid you? i am wondering.
i jus hope the day will come & i love you.
why? why did you need me when u don't love me? can' t it be the opposite?
i wondered. boy, i really love you <3'