- cнεяıε ღ

Heavy-hearted

2011-08-02T00:06:00.004+08:00

I guess, today's one of the worst dinner i've ever had w you?
it's like sitting in front of you, holding back those tears while looking at your lovely face.
not like how i could let the tears flow down like how i do now while typing this.
told you that my eye is being irritating and tears would keep coming out the whole day,
but no, its only when i'm facing you.
remembering everything, makes my heart real pain.

i don't know if you'll ever come across my blog at all,
since its the only place where i can really say out my feelings,
with no one knowing (i guess)
sometimes i'd think, if leaving would make everything better?
you don't know how i feel, nor do i know how you feel.

i love it when you're sweet to me,
i love it when you're nice/good to me,
i love it when you always make me laugh,
i love it when you're trying very hard to surprise me,
i love it when you smile.

but why? what happened afterall?
and soon, you're entering NS, what am i supposed to do?
it ain't easy, i know. but, although i promised i'll wait,
how long can i really bear w it? :(

upset

2011-05-19T23:05:00.003+08:00

i'm back to this familiar place again,
because i can no longer find any place for me to rant.
twitter's so wide, Facebook's too .. me-no-like.
so end up, i remembered i still have this place that could make me feel so right :)

i'm sorry i neglected this space for so long,
and i regretted cos i can't look back to what happened in between.
but RP's giving me RJ to do everyday, which makes me feel tired to blog :/
and for now, it'll be just like my old friend again.

shall start w saying, i miss the past and everything else except the future and now.
what to do? people would say, i'm too stressed and stuff.
but the way i'm feeling now, its like as if its tough to even breathe.
time can't stop, money's everything.

19th supposed to be the deadline for school fees, and yet it can't be paid ..
i know, family condition ain't as good alr, but still this heavy-hearted feeling..
to know that someone else paid my sch fees for me,
one that i can't accept even if i didn't say it out.
it made me felt really so useless and pathetic, yet i can do nothing but cry.
wanna push you away, yet my heart aches like never before.
how i wish to tell you that, hey i wanna go home myself today, all alone without you.
because all i wanna do is to cry, yet i can't do that in front of you.
totally sucky, but yet, all i needed actually was you to come and comfort me,
telling me that everything will be alright.
so contradicting, i needed you yet i wanna push you away..

you've been wonderful, sometimes i'd even think that,
hey i don't suit you. you're beyond perfect, so right.
yet i would only do things that upset you, and most of the time,
being a burden to you. you complained, time after time,
end up you still forgive me. i can't help but feel so useless.

shall stop here i guess! its late alr.
crying to sleep tonight uh?
and, its the 13month when the clock strikes 12am.
what to do? when i don't feel any good w you at all ...

spam?

2010-10-11T22:51:00.009+08:00

- Here's updates! firstly, my 17th birthday! enjoyed very much.
of course, much loves to the people who celebrated with me! :D
and many thanks to those who wished me, especially Soh Shi Hua!
some of the pictures are uploaded, rest are on fb!

- Next up, Chalet from 5th-7th!
birthdays of Cheuk wing on the 5th,
Huiling's on the 7th!
also, Jiahui's bf small surprise cake, bday on the 8th!
3 days 2 night chalet, i love it.
baby stayed over for both nights too, despite being sick. (L)
had alot of fun, hoping for another one soon! (:

And so, my daily life of holidays are ending for now,
tmrw's start of school, new class, new classmates (again)
sian ttm. RP's driving me to become anti-social, tsk.

& recently .. hmm things aren't smooth for me, and baby.
hoping for the day when everything is back to normal.
more news on me will be in twitter and facebook.
updating lesser on blogger alr, but will try to update everyday still.
when i'm alone in class doing nothing :x hopefully!
heh, and i'm falling sick, thanks to bb! hmph.
takecare everyone!
much loves.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T V W X Y Z
which letter did i miss?
i missed u (:
that's you, only you baby.

2010-10-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooooooooo ~
here to update awhile before it strikes 12am! (:

hmm, got my pay ! yesyes, happy :D
but, school's also re-opening next week ):
this week gonna be fun! anticipating!
of course, am joining the 17club in minutes also,
heheh!

well, at least i'm getting better with bb, somehow.
spent my saturday sleeping at his house, like a pig.
not my fault though, with only about an hour's sleep,
went to shop early with parents and help out abit, eat breakfast.
off to find him alr, not much energy at all, so blame who? :x

today, got a lunch treat by aunty doreen!
and also gift from aunty esther! HAPPY :D
ichiban sushi for lunch, w doreen+leon, esther+arin+ahma and sister!
2 ipads, 2 itouchs, 1 iphone4, machiam apple product family.
after that shopped at cotton on, spent money again!
accompany Arin to play her swing somewhere near,
then aunty esther sent us home!
washed up, met baby @ town, he had his lunch,
then went over to far east, bought specs, (Y)
also, same watch with bb ! i likeeeee :D
back to his coffeeshop, early birthday celebration for his sister.
left @ 8.30, home 9.30pm. (:

am awaiting, anticipating, hoping.
somehow, had a bad feeling :/

):

2010-09-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

- Forever and always.

All i could feel was pain, ever since that day.
what had really happened? where's the love, baby?
especially when i heard those words right out of your mouth,
how deeply hurt i am, do you even know?
nothing's going right, how hard we both tried,
it all seemed to be wrong. sigh.
never, will i end it, i never will. cos i have your assurance.
but, somehow, i still don't feel good ):
i want everything to be back the same again, can we?
i'm tired of crying alr, i'm even numb to the pain.
it doesn't really matter, all i know is i love you baby,
but i can't stop those tears from falling still.
sacrifices, tiredness, mentally + physically, i know, i understand.
what am i suppose to do now? i felt helpless ):

Not afraid,

2010-09-28T23:14:00.001+08:00

- 如果这就是爱情

Yesterday am out with sisters! plus Desmond.
went Vivo ~ first stop @ Carls Jr, had my beef chilli cheese fries,
shared with jh and des, (Y) nice!
started shopping, yjh started her shopping craze,
bought stuff from forever21 and cotton on.
dinner @ PastaMania, met B later on.
left them without saying, sorry peeps! ):

today's when i heard the harshest words from you ever.
and also, how it breaks my heart.
it has never hurt so much before, i don't like that feeling.
but still, i'm glad neither you nor me left, we hanged on.
i guess, it takes time for both our hearts to heal.
still, iloveyou baby.

Today,
slept till 3pm. baby called to wake me up.
guess my eyes were tired from all the crying yesterday.
cooked my lunch, watched the tv, used the computer.
prepared and headed out @ 5.30pm,
met bb, train down to clementi. dinner there.
then bb's daddy drove us down to tpy.
trio talked, daddy, mummy and bb's daddy.
yupyup, ended @ ard 11pm, closed shop.
home @ 12am, with supper.

though pain's still there,
but still nothing meant more than seeing you,
laughed with you, talked with you (:
we're closer, much more closer now. i'm glad.
and how i wished you would stay.
如果我愿相信,你就是唯一

(L)

2010-09-27T02:35:00.004+08:00

- Falling deeper into love, with you.

when he calls, the first thing he asked me.
Baby : Are you tired?
Me : Nope, why? :O
Baby : Because you're running in my mind now.
Me : awww!

Yes, that's Atas Lim WeiYuen,
my dearest love. ♥
(:

yadaaa!

2010-09-26T23:46:00.004+08:00

- Just can't get enough of you.

I'm finally free from work! :D
yeap, 7 days of non-stop work @ ChinaSquareCentral,
3.30pm-9pm daily!
with? Jacinth, Anderson, Desmond. Sammel's the morning shift!
which i'm always taking over him for night shift.
Lastly, Baby, who never failed to appear everyday to accompany me (:

&&& (!)
most importantly, i finally found the polo shirt,
which i've been searching for super, duper long! :DDDD
bought for both bb and myself, opposite colours!
Happy ttm! muahahha!
yeap, slacky and sian job, counting how many people entering the mall..
got some complaints here and there too, but didn't care bout it much :x
also, had my KOI! but sad to say, only to have it during last day of work.
well, better than nothing (:
meals? mostly tibits from cold storage, and Mac, fattening! :S
but whatever, am free from all of it already!
shall wait for my pay, and, yeap! :D

Thanks to baby, he made work a little less boring!
coming down to find me after his work on weekdays,
and weekends too, almost the whole day.
& also, he seemed to get to be on very good terms with Desmond! hmm! :x
thought i'll not be seeing him for many days,
ended up? seeing him everyday, which made me super happy!
yupyup, thankyou alot darling! (L) best of the best!
especially today, you came down as early as 9am!
loveyou manymany (:

& i guess their thoughts were finally straightened out?
hope everything will be fine, after this tough period ends.

ciaos, going out tmrw with u4f8! (:

5th,

2010-09-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

- Say you love me too.

Happy 5th Month, dearest baby! (L)
we've come so far, memories between us are getting more and more too.
thankyou for always giving in to me, knowing that i'm super stubborn and all.

You've been the best boyfriend i could ever have,
one who taught me things i could've never known,
one who would scold me when i make mistakes,
one who will always be there for me, regardless of anything,
one who never fails to make me laugh or cry,
one who accepts me for who i am,
one who loves me more than anybody else,
also, one who could make me fall so deep in love for the first time.

Lim WeiYuen,
20thApril2010,
no one could replace you in my heart,
and i meant, no one, other than you (:
i love you, baby ♥

sigh,

2010-09-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

- I love you, like i never, ever love no one before you.

Last night wasn't great for me, and him.
teary night, i guess it's the worst so far.
but, well well, at least everything's being said out.
though, the feeling's very very sucky ):

woke up @ 1plus, supposingly he's to find me,
but he overslept, woke up even later than me,
so i prepared and, decided to cab down instead.
met a super friendly driver,
and i got discount for my cab fare too (;
lucky lucky! :D

then .. everything's fine alr i guess!
bb bought lunch for me too! (;
& a mini 'manicure' from him, hahah!
i likeeee (Y)
then down to his coffeeshop, celebrated his dad's birthday!
which is suppose to be tmrw.
big feast, but was too full to eat :/
but but, mouth itchy, ate some :x
home @ 9plus with him.

work starts from tmrw till 26th!
won't be able to see baby for 7 days too ):
much misses!

Town

2010-09-18T23:54:00.004+08:00

- Make me stay, right beside you.

Pictures credits to bb's cousin! (:

2PM ~~~

Went to shop early morning with parents!
despite having only 2 hours of sleep.
ate my breakfast, then off to take train to find bb!
reached, and slept till 2pm (Y)
went to TheCathay, met up with his sister + cousin,
went Astons for lunch! full ttm, till wanna vomit alr :/

then shopping to digest!
first, addidas -> his sister bought a shirt.
then over to theHeeren, N.U.M -> bb's shorts, but end up buying nothing.
then walked to FarEast -> all of them got something.
except me, ): no $$!
then, they had dinner at this shop, with alot of writings on the walls and chairs.
mostly kpop, fascinated us.
then bb sent me home! (;
which is around 10plus alr ~
ciaos!

it matters

2010-09-17T23:56:00.004+08:00

- Somehow, sometimes.
Holidays have been wonderful,
i get to stay up late, wake up late,
watch shows like there's no tomorrow ~
hahah, how i wish my life could be as simple as this.
without anything to worry about,
just, a simple life. *i wish*

too much, too little (?)
right, wrong (?)
simple, complicated (?)

如果我愿相信,你就是唯一
but, why? idk.
you're everything i wanted, and more.

prawning!

2010-09-15T23:51:00.004+08:00

- Prawning @ Marina Country Club with W4-5R!

& yeah! prawning for the 2nd time of my life!
with w4-5r of courseeeee :D
met up first at Compass, then shuttle bus to MCC.
11 of us, 4 rods, 3hours, 48 prawns!
quite an achievement, i think (;
what made me !@#$%^& was the 'transfer' of one prawn i caught!
it was lucky, i caught it and it flew to the other pond, :/
whatever!

then met bb for dinner @ green, hmmm!
not much, talked and home early.
things happened, but well, what can i still do?
maybe am not really a good daughter afterall.
):
sigh.

well, thankyou so much for being there for me baby.
i guess, this time, nothing much could be done.

boomz!

2010-09-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

- 如果这就是爱情,

9th September, Resorts World, Festive Hotel/USS

13th September, Kbox/Vivo

HIHIHI! :D
alright, am here to update! heheh!
start with last thurs bah, after i ended my UT,
dearest came to find me for lunch, after his dental appt!
went Bishan, lunch, wanted to take shuttle bus to RWS,
but full, so ended up taking cab, and bb go look for his friends ~
reached, USS ~ funfun!
went back hotel after buying dinner, relaxed all the way.
Daddy came after closing shop, then blahblah ~
i love the bed i'm sleeping for the night,
but ended up, didn't sleep much. don't know why also! ):

felt so shagged the next day, 10 sep!
met baby @ city hall, he had his lunch, then waited till 5pm.
cos of some girl, to pass her the tickets for kpop night, tsk!
then, went somerset, cineleisure, heeren ~
hmm N.U.M on 50%, bb bought me a top. (L)

11 sep, hmm watched haunted changi, crap :/
astons for lunch+dinner!
then went N.U.M again, this time shorts, to match with the top.

12sep, went shop early in the morning with daddy,
till 10plus, train to find bb.
slept till 2plus 3plus, wakeup study, evening to his coffeeshop.
dinner, and he sent me home! (L)

13sep! last UT of the semester!
went Chinatown to find sisters for Kbox session!
kenna caught for bringing Mac in :/
no choice, eat outside!
then, went Vivo for dinner, didn't eat though.
chatted, gossiped! :D (Y)
then debbie bought a book @ page 1, super entertaining!
i like :x
train to buangkok, continue somemore,
then ended up got nagged by bb, tsk!
daddy came to fetch me and jiahui back home!
had my dinner @ 11plus, :S
slept around 1am!

today! woke up @ 4pm!
15hours of sleep = daebak! win (Y)
super shiok, energised alr!
slowly prepared, went Pasir ris to find bb!
dinner @ Tampiness 1, BBQ Chicken.
heheh satisfied, bus 27 after that!

tmrw, prawning with W4-5R peeps!
looking forward! (Y)
ciaos!

hey baby, always there'll be you, in my heart.
even if i don't get to see you, you'll always be missed by me.
cos you're the straw to my berry, (L)
loveyou manymany darling, 20th, forever.

OVER! :D

2010-09-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

OH HELLOOOOO! :D
EXAMS ARE OVER Y'KNOW! ~
HAPPY HAPPY!
GONNA ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS FOR NOW!

and yes, updates soon soon! (;
but first, sleep is the most important thing to me now!
so, ciaos people!

a lil

2010-09-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

helloweeeee, a lil' dead here. :x
currently studying, hopefully will be able to pass through tmrw's test.
counted as the easiest of all for a start.

yeap, and latest news is, i'm able to go for KPOP NIGHT CONCERT!
got VIP tickets too!
thanks to baby, who queued overnight with his friends. (;
23 OCT 10, can't wait! :D

& also helping him to sell Cat 1 (seated) and Cat 2(good seats) tickets!
contact me or tag me for interested parties!

am gonna update my blog soon, with pictures! (Y)
hopefully, cos exams are way till 13sept! D:
stay tuned! (;

loveyou baby (L)

whoa-oh-oh-oh!

2010-08-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

- Something 'bout love - David Archuleta

hello blogger,
came back at only 12 plus, and here i am!

have been sleeping in the morning 5plus 6am these few days.
yeap & i wake baby up today morning again :x
hmm taiwan dramas have been entertaining me,
and o.m.g i haven't chiong on revision for UT3 yet ):
shall start soon, very soon!

as usual, had dinner with B, @ green today ~
went back my house, hmm baked cookies with sister!
then B settled his iphone stuff, tsk.
he left around 9plus,
& daddy came back at 10plus to fetch us,
and we went to fetch mummy at Chinatown!
been long since we went out tgt in the night as a whole family! (;
i likeeeeee (Y)
supper at Maxwell hawker centre, shiok!
then home after that ~ :D

am going shop in the morning with parents later on!
shall i sleep? :x
ciaos ~ (;

i would wanna spend every tomorrow with you,
just you baby ♥

hidden

2010-08-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

- Cos i love you too much to let you go.
so, afterall, i still have baby (:
that's enough.

met for dinner, (well, i forgot to bring my ez-link card out -.-)
@ farrer park's BBQ Chicken.
before that, both of us did a super paiseh thing, first time also! lol.
hmm, coincidentally, saw T.Jiahui with her bf there too!
hahah (; like shocked only.
didn't catch fireworks due to time constraint.
yeap, home straight after dinner ~
:D

cause your love, is enough to make me strong.
it's all i needed, thanks for being there for me. (L)

Be brave

2010-08-26T02:47:00.003+08:00

how would i know,
what happened
what kind of situation we're in
what i should do
what i shoudn't do
what's the reason behind everything you said
if no one's telling me.

it hurts,
to be blamed for something that i done yet you said i didn't
to have all those words said to me
to always be the one in fault all the time
to be the one to give in
to have no one knowing how i felt
to speak up and get scolded
to have to tear
to always ask myself what have i done wrong
to be said, 'useless'
do you even know?

i guess, i had enough.
i'll stay at home, study my upcoming test,
rejecting everyone who asked me to go out.
do housework, and every single thing stated.
not spending any amount, save instead.
or better still, go out work.
maybe this is the best i could do,
but will you be satisfied?

i'm sorry, i hope you'll understand.
cause it hurts alot, more than you do.

control

2010-08-25T23:33:00.001+08:00

- Beautiful Hangover.

As pictures shown above, i had sushi today ~ :D
met YanYing @ Tampiness mrt, we walked over to sports complex,
and into Nihon Mura!
had the sushi buffet over there, totally shiok!
satisfied both our sushi craving we had for a long time (;
but the rice of the sushi made us super full, shouldn't have eat much rice >:|
still, we find the price and all worth it la, heheh!

then, went T1, shopped at Uniqlo, bought something again,
sigh, am super broke alr! ):
then over to century square's montique, spent money again.
fml, seriously.
self-control needed, @#!$%^&
after that, bus to her house there de bus-stop,
changed bus to pasir ris interchange (;
waited for B, went over to T3 again, this time he wanna try Popeyes!
yupyup, then bus 27 home.
saw Orlena, i keep seeing her in bus nowadays!

ciaos ~ (;

2010-08-25T00:34:00.004+08:00

The first person who’s on your mind the moment you open your eyes after a night of sleep,
is the reason either for your happiness, or pain.

D:

2010-08-24T04:37:00.004+08:00

Hi, its 4.38am in the morning.
and i can't freaking get to sleep! @!#$%^&
i don't know why ): arghhhh.
nothing could entertain me anymore,
all play till sian alr. :/
howhowhow?!
i'm like talking to myself only, sigh ~

planned to go morning jogging one ..
but look what i'm doing now? not sleeping!
GG ~ whatever, shall give B morning call later for the first time,
ever since he started work (; heheh!
ciaos ~ :D

._.

2010-08-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

apparently, today was a no-life day to me.
woke up @ 3pm, which is w-o-w!
yeap, used com, out at 5plus to pasir ris,
met B, Airport T3 for dinner,
home sweet home ~ :D

i needa go on diet! howwwww ):
morning jogs?
only if my determination can last ah...

just you (:

2010-08-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

- they've got nothing on you, baby.

Tiring day for me! (N)

woke up @ 6.45am, bathed and prepared.
as mummy's going praying somewhere,
she asked me to help dad out at shop :/
so i did, though abit unwillingly, hahah.
but whatever, haven't been there for sometime alr, yupyup!
had my breakfast there too, miss the food there.
i left @ 10am, train to CCK, LRT to fajar, bought Mac breakfast for B ~

& i straight away fell asleep, bueytahan.
imagine sleeping for only 3 hours, :/
woke up 3 hours later, waking up a few times in between.
then, which is around 3plus alr, took a lift to clementi,
then went West Coast for the first time! (Y)
well, with his cute nieces of courseeeee ~
but didn't really played much with them, felt so tired.
walked a super long way to bus-stop to bus back.
had a drink and B sent me home.

am not really sian today ah,
just felt tired (;
thanks for being sweet today bb (L)

K again!

2010-08-21T23:04:00.004+08:00

- As long as you're there (:

Firstly, CNBlue is in sg already! argh @!#$^&
but whatever, the tickets are too expensive, sigh ):

went KBOX with Baby today! :D
he came to find me first,
then i prepared while he entertain sis (or the other way round)
& i finally got Bejeweled, AngryBirds & PlantsVSZombies in my iTouch,
heheh, thanks darling! ♥
more than enough to make me a happy girl, :D

out @ ard 2pm? reached Chinatown, we sneaked Mac in (Y)
muahahah, but now my whole bag smell of mac, tsk!
B's worse, milo in his bag, :x
we sang all the way till 6plus, when our time is up till 6pm only.
i wanna go again, with B, never thought it'll be that ... fun (:

trained to DhobyGhaut, started to queue @ Starhub.
ended up, B's contract can only be changed next week? sadded.
walked over to TheCathay, into Motorola shop, had my phone repaired.
now the contents inside are all gone, including B's messages ):
but what to do? stupid phone i had, sighhhh!
now its like a brand new phone, i've yet to do anything to it yet. lazy!
then, we shared baked rice @ pizzahut,
home sweet home, 10pm! (:

i like, how the way we are today.
just like the past (:
(L)

4th! ღ

2010-08-20T00:00:00.004+08:00

- My one and only,

Finally, its the 4th Baby! (:
Happy 4th Month Annivasary Dearest!
Muaaaaaaa (K)

We've come so far, be it those happy or unhappy times, thankyou for making it all happen darling. I'm glad i had you, and making you part of my life now, it's the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me (:

i.love.you.many.many
20th, forever (L)

that's alright

2010-08-19T22:51:00.006+08:00

-And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe.
but, i'll keep on smiling (:

picture taken a few days back outside Astons, with B's iphone4
(i'm still anti-iphone ah!) -rolls eyes- :p

Spent half of my day @ grandma house ~
ah, miss her cooking so so muchy!
it's like heaven when i'm having my lunch today,
although its late lunch @ 3pm (:
how i wish i get to have home cooked food like hers to eat everyday :/
well, well, what i learnt today? no talent in piano, tsk!
it took me so many many tries to learn that simple phrase #@!$%&
cousin came back early just for me, muahahah (Y)
then, talked with uncle ken, blahblah ~
*all are asking why i don't intend to work during holidays*
cannot blame ah, i don't feel like! hmph! ):

met baby in 109 ard 6.35pm,
went home, got my stuff and his shirt.
Green for dinner, didn't eat much, still full from lunch.
hmms .................... again things are repeating, just like the past few days.
but, whatever, its over, i wanted it to end, asap! (:
moreover, tmrw's 20th! (L)
& there's still no plan for it, tsk!
ciaos ~

let's just end everything alright b,
this can't go on anymore, getting worst in fact.
no good no good ah, kaykay!
loveyou (:

Deeply

2010-08-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

- Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.
By: Eminem ft Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie
lyrics from the previous post too, my new song addicition.
i find the lyrics and song, nice (:

i love how i could sleep till late in the day,
without anything or alarm to wake me up.
& how i wish i could sleep forever, so there's no need to wake up,
and start to face a new day and reality.

Alright, had my lunch (maggie again) at home.
met Debbie & Eunice @ Buangkok mrt around 2.30pm.
trained to little india, changed bus to bugis.
started shopping, i brought out my card for the first time.
bought accessories + a bag (:
more shopping to come soon, reached maximum amount to spend today.

so, met B @ 6plus, Tampiness1 for BBQ Chicken.
i guess all the shopping made me blur,
i alighted at simei instead of tampiness, tsk!
whatever, bus 27 home after dinner.
he sent me home, then off he took 156 back to clementi.
noob driver, drive super slow and it took him more than an hour to reach.
early also no use please, sigh.

am going grandma house tmrw for lunch,
meeting long-time-no-see uncle ken too ~
ciaos!
ps: oh yeah! SS3 gonna be in Sg next year, January :D (Y)

i felt that i deserve a slap in the face, sometime soon.
to wake me up, from the state i am in now.
maybe a slap won't be enough? cause even i can't save myself.
instead of making things better, i guess i'm making it all worse.
i feel like running and hiding from all these, again :/
anyone save me, and make my heart hurt lesser?

KBOX (:

2010-08-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

- Her whisper's the lucifer.

Finally after months, i get to go KBOX again (:
met up with Debbie,Jacinth+Anderson & Desmond in mrt,
train to Chinatown.
when we went up, there's 2 promoters asking us to help do surveys for them.
about what? Maggie Mee!
& we get to have $5 each for trying on 3 samples and do the survey.
hahah, worth the time of about 15 mins,
we get to fill our stomach and get $5 in return (Y)
then we started singing from 2.30pm, 3 hours of singing.
high ttm, but i spilled the drink and the glass broke, sigh.
i left earlier @ 5.15pm, train to Pasir Ris to find Bi.

well well, things ain't looking that good though ..
but i guess we manage to pull it through somehow?
hmm, had our dinner @ kopitiam.
then Baby bought earpiece for me, as he make spoil mine earlier.
hmphhh @#!$%&^%
but whatever, you're forgiven :x heheh!
home @ 9pm!

am enjoying my holidays so far,
no plans to work yet though, should i? :/
hmmhmm, am looking forward to 9 Sep!
but sad thing is, i can't go with B his dental appt! ):
things are always clashing! tsk.
anyway, Bugis tmrw for shopping! muahahah (Y)

baby, no tears, no tears, no more!
it hurts alot kay, that's all i could say.
it ain't bout comparing,
you, can never ever be used to compare with anything,
at least to me ah.
but, the last hug you gave, made me melt.
i don't know what's happening, but still,
i love you. (L)

burst

2010-08-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

- Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
that's alright because i like the way it hurts.

No Monday Blues, its holidays.
however, the empty feeling is there, its just, weird.
well, spent my day with mummy & daddy.
settled stuff with mummy @ RWS,
then back to shop, had this dinner, 'Jia Dou'
i feel like as if my stomach is about to burst, super full.
reached home @ almost 12am.
& i didn't get to meet baby today. >:|

it's just like how a volcano erupts once in a while,
you can't control but to only comment bout it.
that's me, i'm so sorry to say that,
i only want to live my life the way i wanted to,
and no one can do anything bout it.
that's cause, i don't wanna regret, and you ain't have any rights to stop me.
(:

updates!

2010-08-16T01:04:00.008+08:00

- i throw my hands up in the air sometimes.

its the end of the semester for W4-5R !
this class ends here, but memories between us will never be forgotten (:
some pictures i wanna update ~

alright alright, have been mia-ing again from blogger ah!
just felt super lazy to update! :x
lets see, let me recall what happened!

National day, quite memorable? yes/no
- my first fireworks viewing with Baby (:
- rough times in between ):

then tuesday-friday! last week of school alr!
couldn't remember every single detail ... lemme summarise!

- tues : last of Comm.Practice, i'll miss Kieren faci!
group photo taken, but he didn't wanna give his fb! tsk :/

- wed : Happy Birthday Eunice & Daddy & Yixiang! :D ♥
last of OB, i'll miss Paul faci!
those rough times we had, how he guided us through every single lesson,
aww, and he gave us his fb (: some of us spammed his fb :x
one of the module i'll miss the most, my 'same phone' faci :D

- thurs : Happy Birthday to my dearest Jiahui ~ ! :D ♥
last of Science, and most of us Partial for the first time!
chillax @ the library, lunch @ the reel ~
did some slacking, made video for class etc.
but sad thing is, no group photo.

- fri : last of Maths! i'll miss Ben faci's words!
''wireless, labbit, you wish!'' awwww ):
our class is his last class teaching, as he's leaving RP.
am so glad w45r could share with him some happy memories before he left!
& he gave only our class his fb! sweeeeet! (Y)
most epic group class photo too!

stayed back after school for last bonding/gathering of w4-5r!
though not all stayed back, and all of us got deleted in fb by someone,
hmm, overall we did had fun! sad thing is we can't be in the same class anymore.
sigh ~ life has to go on ah. the video for the class, will always be re-watched!
i love W4-5R ttmotm ♥

yadah yadah ~ sat-today
sat : hmm baby came over in the morning to sleep with me!
but actually, didn't sleep at all, lol.
but poor him ah, didn't get good sleep for the whole night ):
had breakfast @ H.Mall, brought sis along too ~
went for badminton in the afternoon!
fun and tiring ah, been long since i last played too (:
then bus to Junction 8 for dinner, then to his coffeeshop!
hmm, cabbed home @ 10plus. tadah!

today! :D
i overslept, AGAIN!
think bi's super disappointed uh.
am so sorry kay! ):
didn't buy yr breakfast, sighhhh.
cannot blame ah! me too tired :x heheh, am forgiven right? :D

met him @ causeway in the noon,
saw Orlena and tiffany's sis+mum in bus though (:
B queued for his iphone4, and finally he got it luh.
someone happy alr loh, duno who ehhems, anti-iphone one! @#$%!&
whatever ~ at least now no more problem alr :D
thn blah blah blah, his house, coffeeshop, orchard!
he bought his iphone4 cover, screen protector etc. i likeeee, cos its blue! ♥
heheh, then we had Aston's, again? :x
home straight after that!

hmm 4 more days! :D
you're the sweetest of the sweetest kay ~
loveyou manymany! (L)

My heaven

2010-08-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

- 24/7, my heaven (:

Saturday, 7 August 10
Daddy didn't wake me up to go shop in the end,
hahah, felt so guilty can :/
so B came my house @ 10am plus, and he bought me Mac breakfast! ♥
ah so sweet! :D
then he went back to pig mode, while i did my stuff.
went to mall after he woke up, printed my pictures and everything.
back home, B helped me, thankyouuuuuu :D
i bathed, then out to take 156 to Clementi, had dinner there.
so long didn't go there alr, and my shoulders are eff-ing pain!
for, idk what reason ah. :/
though B's dad helped me to 'massage' my shoulder helps,
its wtfbbq pain ah ):
then Daddy came to fetch me, offer on his own somemore!
know why, cause left me to accompany him nia :x heheh!
then he drove to North Bridge, ate the famous wanton mee,
which is okok to me only eh :/ well well ~
home at 12plus (:
& i went boomz, off to dreamland!

Today, 8 August 10
Dearest came in the morning again (:
then he helped to finish up the rest of the pieces,
ahhhhh loveyou ttmotm :x
out @ ard 12pm, headed to Junction8 for lunch.
took a super long time to decide what to eat, no cravings ):
& then bb finally bought his tripod stand, like finally!
he happy alr uh.
got that, and his stupid new headsets,
now totally like his new priorities alr! hmphhhh!
ignore me ah baby, ignore somemore! harrrrrr! >:|

then bus to his coffeeshop there again,
this time to have his hair cut! :D
with me, nothing can go wrong okay!
bet you're loving your new hair ttm! all thanks to who? :x
then, went to see car with b and his dad+uncle.
feel so atas there, lol for idk what reason.
back there, went upstairs, had dinner, played with Yaya and Bel.
took bus @ 8.30pm, home at 9plus ~

it's National Day tmrw,
i wanna see fireworks! *hints*
well well, stupid b didn't answer my calls,
didn't call back also. bet he overslept again and miss his stop.
idiotzxc. whatever!
i'm like so bored nao, someone save me?

thankyou for waking up so early these two days,
just to accompany me, and end up you're tired like #@!$%^&
but where to find sucha sweet and nice bf? heheh!
& also everything you did and helped,
loveyou darling (L) ♥

for the last time,

2010-08-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

- Am trying, always am.

My phone died on me last night!
& i didn't manage to wake up on time for school D:
so, gave it a miss, last cognitive somemore!
sighhhhh.

slept till noon, mum bought me lunch (:
then both her and sis went out @ 3,
going cruise, yes again. tsk!
so stayed at home till 5plus, out to pasir ris to meet baby.
train to DG, had Astons @ Cathay.
queued for super long, but still its satisfying! :D
then back to DG, B bought his headset, asshole.
but i like how it sounds luh, hahah :x
home after that.

gonna go shop to help daddy out in the morning tmrw! :D
(which i didn't really want to, kenna forced, but whatever!)
B gonna come to find me, (Y)
muahahah, alright alright, shall go sleep soon!
sweet dreams people!

just wondering,
why issit that so many r/s ended suddenly? o.o

you can never imagine,
how much i needed you.

ithisf

2010-08-05T14:30:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Jacinth ! :D

Maths was alright today,
just finished presentation.
later gonna go downtown to meet them for dinner,
and also to celebrate ~
:/

is this how i should feel?
i don't know,
its, so so sucky.
been on my mind, ever since last night.

*edited* 11.58pm
am back from Downtown east,
from celebrating Jacinth's bday!
the token she gave everyone of us was real sweet,
especially the letter.
hope she really did enjoyed her 17th bday! (:
had JustAcia for dinner. (Y)
the cake was nice, just that too much :/
didn't join them for movie, home with Huiling,Eunice,Desmond&Johnathan.
didn't see Johnathan for super long alr.
he 'lombang' me back to Buangkok by cab, thanks! :D
after washing up, here i am! ~
...
...

i'll make it all okay, eventually.

tired out

2010-08-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

- This is killing me.

OB was today, as stressed up as usual.
am the scribe, struggling to do the powerpoint.
but yeah, everything ended up well (:
bus-ed home with Eugenia.

home, did my RJ and everything, no time to get photos ...
didn't went to print in the end.
met baby, bus to HMall tgt with mummy also,
she's going to visit ahgong ah.
then walked over to mall, omg saw alot of people!
firstly, saw cousin there, hah! A-PP-LE!
then secondly, saw Shihuaaaaaa :D omgomg la, :x
lastly, saw Aunty Doreen but didn't go find her :x oops!

we decided what to eat for super long,
ended up at Pepper Lunch ~
then after that,
.......
.......

sigh,
to know what you thought of doing,
makes my heart hurt so so much.
& yes, i couldn't hold it in, you asked me to pour it all out.
but, till now i just couldn't get it.
i guess, i wouldn't want to know so much either.
all i know is, it still hurt, alot alot alot.

Hi,

2010-08-03T12:09:00.003+08:00

- You found me,

Hi,
didn't wanna come school initially,
but but but, whatever, came in the end.
should have skipped, cos alot didn't come today too. argh $#@!%^&
and, wasn't feeling good since morning.
sucky, sighhhhh.

just had my lunch, TRCC's pasta ~
and Science today is making me to think alot,
headache!

hate this feeling, that comes once in awhile.
this overwhelmed feeling i have,
tsk ):

Long day

2010-08-02T23:10:00.004+08:00

- Because you were there,

The new start of the week alr,
and also the 2nd last week of school :D
&& am looking very forward to this weekend! heheh :x

School was great today! early dismissal!
and a change of place for presentation! @ library, cool ttm!
dismissed at 2.30pm, then reached int, Yilin called.
so waited for her, bus 161 home tgt.
once i reached home, did my RJ and everything,
slept till 5plus when B called me.
actually was intending to wakeup earlier and do some stuff,
but didn't manage to wake up in the end.

planned to surprise B one, but end up mummy la ~
last minute decision to visit ahma cos she's sick,
so went down tgt, met B, took bus to Compass for dinner.
exchanged my contacts lens, like finally!
then bus back, called mummy, she asked me to register for th doctor @ Green,
as she's cabbing down with ahma to see doctor ah.

after everything, registered etc, walked B to bus-stop.
he got on bus, i walked back Green to accompany them.
waited from 8plus till 9plus going 10, then they are done.
Daddy came to fetch, sent ahma home, talked to cousins and uncle.
reached home at 11plus after parents did their banking and all.

Daddy's Chinese bday today somemore,
yet everything happened at once today, tiring ah!
sighhhhhh.

(:

2010-08-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep…
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you…
The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her’.

how?

2010-08-01T22:25:00.005+08:00

- The day you went away,

- Friday 30July10
E-learning day! (:
instead of waking at 6am like usual,
had the chance to wake up at 8am when everyone is rushing for school.
started my laptop with lazy eyes on bed,
waiting to mark attendance.
8.30am up, marked and started doing the usual things in school,
except at home today, and communicate using msn ~
yadah yadah yadah, didn't do ppt in the end :x
slept all the way till 3pm, did my stuffs.

prepared at 4plus, out of house at 5plus.
bus 88 to Pasir Ris to meet B after his work.
train to Clementi with his friend also, then to his coffeeshop.
its Yaya and Bel's birthday!
had my dinner, took pictures, lovely cakes ~
home at 10plus by cab with B.
then he bus home from my house (:

- Saturday 31July10
said to wake up by 8am and reach his house by 10am,
overslept :/
reached at 1pm, had lunch at BPP.
back to his house, he took his nap.
out of house at 4pm, bus and trained to Harbourfront.
RWS8 to Resorts World, USS.
started to queue for Sundown Festival.
entered at 7plus, concert started at 8.15pm.
Overall, the concert's cool to me ah ~
After School's hot, FCuz's woah, J-rock was a stranger to me.
everything ended at 11.30pm,
took bus back to Vivo at 12am, train service was closed alr.
called Daddy, he came to fetch me and B.
he sent B home ah (: hahah he's like damn ps :x
but whatever, (Y)
had supper with Daddy too, been long since we did that!
home at 2am plus, sleeeeeep!

- Sunday 1August10,
today, both B and i slept till there's no tmrw,
he came at 1plus, we went to H.Mall,
passed Beiwen her stuff.
had our lunch at LongJohnSilver,
then bus 27 to IKEA! :D
took a long time to find the things i wanted and decide.
but yeah, got all in the end ~ and i'm officially BROKE ! ):
home, B helped me with alot, ♥
then bought dinner back from Green,
at 9pm B left, and here i am ah :D

school tmrw ahhhh D:
sigh, another week to begin,
and i'm still waiting ...... for it to come :/
making me more stress only pls, zz!
nvm, holidays are coming people ! :D

ps: sorry, i'll upload pictures someday! but now now :x

Baby, to me, you are too, the most perfect of the perfect!
the priority of my life, yes you are (:
thankyou for everything alright, much loves! ♥

tmte(:

2010-07-29T23:36:00.004+08:00

Alright, i shall start from Tuesday!

- Tuesday 27July10
Science module, problem statement was hard enough.
all of the groups was thinking of partial,
cos all of us didn't know how to do! :/
super stressed!
end up, faci guided us and gave us questions to solve.
went home after school.
B came to find me, Compass for dinner again!
JiaXiangMian ah ~
then, walked ard cos still early uh, then home sweet home (:

-Wednesday 28July10
Happy Birthday Sammel ! :D
had OB module, it killed me.
super lots of theories to cover in just a day, sigh.
worst still, i accidentally closed WeiQiang's battery switch,
when all our work is almost done and time is almost up ):
so sorry to the whole group ah ... sigh.
re-do the whole thing, there is no saved copy either! sigh ..
but everything ended okay, presentation was alright.

met Jiahui @ dover mrt, trained to Tampiness.
talked on the way, alot of catching up.
reached, shopped @ Uniqlo again, i bought clothes again too.
no $ alr ah, T.T
then met the rest @ BBQ Chicken!
had our dinner, took lots of pics ~ (will update next time!)
bought emicakes for Sammel, then slacked and more pictures spam!
bus 27 to Buangkok as Jiahui wanna buy bread,
and walked home from there, home @ 10plus, tired D:
but the gathering was fun, once in a while.

- Today 29July10
Maths module, i went in the end.
sigh, B didn't bring his phone out,
made me ............. okay nevermind lol.
Mentos much today, surveys and probability!
Faci was the joke of the day today,
'What's up!' Hahah :x
only me and Jasma presented, thanks to faci's idea.
ended well (:
& Ezra helped me with the wireless thingy on my lappy :D
like finally i can use it, heheh!
ps: i like his macbook pro, like seriously, so cool!

B came to woodlands int to meet me after his dental appt,
bus back to his house.
had dinner, then he fetched me home.
had some talks in between, and yeah, everything's alright :D
was totally shagged and tired, not feeling good.
had some sleep, did my RJ at 11plus,
while webcamming with B and his nieces (:
miss them so much uhhhh!
but nvm, shall see them tmrw!

NO SCHOOL TMRW!
why? 'e-learning' ah (:
but still, gotta wake up early, sianzxc!
after that, meeting B at PasirRis,
and celebration of his nieces birthday! ^^
so ciaos and nights ppl! :D

Baby, i know, everything you said to me today,
thankyou, & i'm sorry too (:
the long messages you sent to me when you're in bus,
and i'm sleeping, was really really, ah, sweet.
nothing much i could still say, except i love you (L)

Formal!

2010-07-26T23:11:00.011+08:00

- W4-5R Formal Presentation day!

Presenting Team 5! (:

webcamming while waiting to present

Today was Comm.Skills module,
formal presentation @ lecture theater combined with another class.
stressed ttm, but it all ended well (:
took lots of pics, and finally a class photo is taken!
met Eugenia after school, bus to amah house!

this seaweed is seriously addictive!

surprised ahma when i went there without informing.
been long since i last went there.
& so while waiting for B to end work, i slacked there ~
then met B @ compass ard 6.40pm,
OL style for the day (Y)
pizzahut for dinner!
then home after that.

#

2010-07-25T01:18:00.002+08:00

I .. wouldn't make promises when I know I will break it.
what for, make promises when it will be broken in the end?
just to ... make someone feel good for the moment,
or to break his/her heart?

:/

):

sigh.

Once

2010-07-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

- Orlena's chalet/bbq!
Happy Advanced Birthday to her! :D

Met Angie in 43, bus to East Coast.
got lost, stopped at the wrong bus-stop.
Yilin cabbed us to the chalet place, heng.
reached at 8plus, talked, took pics.
didn't eat though :/
zhukeeper&sushi didn't go in the end ):
took a lift home from Yilin's dad lorry.
been long since i sat her dad's lorry (:
home @ 11plus going 12am.

shag

2010-07-23T10:26:00.004+08:00

What to do? am feeling so shag now. machiam zombie.
not even listening to what the Faci is saying now.
siannnnn!

i miss taking pictures&chilling out with Jiahui,
i miss crapping with Khaiyee,
i miss going out with U4F8,
i miss Zhukeeper & Sushi ah, (although most likely seeing them later)
i miss Astons with Ivan,

& lastly, i miss you baby ):

hmm, what is this ah, why keep thinking of .........
cannot ah cannot,
Cherie wee, chill ~

3rd, Pierced

2010-07-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

School's good today (:
Maths, whales, probability, gossips, laughter!
quite early dismissal,
causeway with Y^2 for G2000,
she bought her formal skirt ~
then bus 161 back to compass!

met Jasmine there, as she wanna piece her ear.
so yeah, finally i have the time to meet her after so long.
but i went to G2000 to take a look first,
tried this and that, yadah yahdah ~
good thing got her to help me take my stuffs :D

after that, went for piercing.
was deciding for very long if i wanna pierce my 3rd hole not.
and yeah, decided to pierce, pain bodoh!
fell for her trap, tsk.
then slack awhile, saw her ehhem @ Mac ah! :x
didn't stay for long as B called,
so train to paya lebar, met him in the train, his cousin was there also.
alighted at Kallang, which idiot says Indoor Stadium is there?!
we were like lost, finding that bus-stop for so long.
then finally we reached, collected the tickets he won from Sistic :D
cool ttm, free tix for Sundown Festival (Y)
thanks to who har? :x

Train Circle Line back to DG,
had JustAcia, (Y)
home @ 9plus (:
tired ttm, out for the whole day,
slept awhile and i just completed RJ :/
tmrw will be worst, Orlena's chalet @ East Coast,
long day ahead toooooo!
alright, shall go sleep, nights people :D

LWY, 20th (L)

cui day ):

2010-07-21T22:25:00.003+08:00

- No matter how, it's still there.

I swear, today's the worst day of 2010 so far.
morning, single deck 161, super packed, didn't take the same with Yilin.
started OB lessons, had our first presentation.
it didn't go well for me, i've only read 2 sentences and i'm asked to stop.
and faci asked if i prepared my work well.
sigh, :/
lessons went on, was the first group to present our final presentation.
although this time it went okay, but we were asked alot of questions.
tough day, had to think alot alot.

bus home with Eugenia today.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
i forgot to bring my house key out today.
was stuck outside with no one at home ):
worst still, sister would rather see her mates play badminton,
instead of coming home to save me, what is this?!?!?!?
$%#@!^$&
Ivan didn't come to accompany me either :/
sighhhhh!
was stuck from 4pm-6.45pm.
did my RJ, played crazy taxi and feeding frenzy till i go crazy.
but, still, thankyou baby for rushing down to accompany me.
awhile only though, then sis came back -.-
super pissed! whatever :/

went Green for dinner, chicken rice hahah,
save $$ eh, :x
bbt after that, home sweet home.
(:

bad day ah, me hate it ):
and all those thoughts running in my mind ...
shit this.
shall sleep then.

3rd ♥

2010-07-20T23:12:00.008+08:00

Firstly,

Happy 3rd Month, Darling! ♥

alright, school first.
Science module, change of groups, somehow i prefer the old group ):
but, someone is fated to be someone la hahah :x
hereditary and genetic stuff, got kinda confused.
ended well in the end (:

was raining heavily after school,
so cabbed back to Sengkang with Yilin.
picky us still waited for the Mercedes Taxi lol!
then bus home, rested.
went to prepare when B called after his work.
met him, & down we went to City Square Mall!
BBQ Chicken for dinner, i likeeee (Y)

then then! we got this scratch card thingy,
when we ordered 7-up&Pepsi for our drinks.
guess what? Baby won 2X tickets for Sundown Festival.
its k-pop & j-pop concert thingy, which is ahhhhhh cool ttmotm! :D
i didn't win anything except for ''Thankyou for your participation''

yup, the concert thing is at Resorts World Sentosa, USS, SGD$118/tic okay!
lucky lucky shit, but its counted as our 3rd month gift for both of us uh!
this made him happy like mad, hahah, 20th \m/

when we're training back, received a call to go Aunty Esther house,
to try out the formal clothes needed for Monday's formal presentation.
so went there after waiting for B's bus (:
now am left with my blazer and i'm done with everything!
then daddy fetch me home!

Thankyou for everything today (:
i bet today's the happiest day for you huh?
those messages, really did touched me,
am glad, appreciated, lastly, i love you many many ♥

down

2010-07-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

- Nothing matters more, for now.
Am down with sudden headache in the morning,
which made me unable to wake up for school :/
slept till B called me during his lunch break.
so i woke up, ate abit of porridge mummy cooked,
then i decided to make pratas :D
heheh, its fun, and its been long since i last experiment and 'play'.
turned out fine, taste good also (Y)

then then, mummy forced me to help her with housechores D:
so yeah, helped her with the washing of dishes,
vacuumed & mopped the whole house for her,
am a good good girl today, only for today :x
tiring ah, the rest i had was gone lidat, fml.

then met B for dinner @ mall!
the famous western food, nice (Y)
after that B bought sweets and stuff from the minimart,
super cheap, & he's so gonna go back again soon.
yup, and home sweet home!
sigh, school tmrw! sian ttm!
(9 more usage of self-declared holidays ah)
*hints hints*

just a few more hours baby!
but .............

ily

2010-07-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

- Thanks for always being there (:

Today's Sunday, means end of weekends, means school tmrw! ):
but its alright, just a few more weeks & holidays are here,
hang on, cherie wee!

Okay! today morning, i passed the test on waking up early @ 8.30am,
prepared and out to meet love for Mac Breakfast :D
i'm lovin' it!
then, hmm wanted to catch the 3.20pm slot movie,
but we didn't manage to do so, despite cabbing down to cine :/
jam with lots of cars, then rain bigbig somemore!
drenched when we went over to 313 Somerset.
had our lunch @ KFC, thn to G2000 to take a look.

down to The Cathay, bought our tix, walked around to wait for movie to start.
The Blood Pledge, 5.25pm slot.
it was a messy storyline .. scary also :/ to me la.
well well, wanted Astons for dinner, but queue's long till ~
so went to JustAcia again, today is ... enjoyment of food day to us.
cham liao la, ahiyo :x
train home with a super full stomach!

& B left his stupid phone at my house,
which i cnt contact him to ask him come back take :/
make me panic like wth!
but luckily he turned back to get it, if not ... GG-fied~
see see, duno which idiot say everything is in place,
when i ask if there is anything left behind!
oh well, long day out today, school's in tmrw!
gotta sleep soon, ciaos! :D

2 more days, darling!
& your record is broken (:
aim for mine okay, we'll sure succeed :x
heheh, (L)

sucky

2010-07-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

- because i'm afraid.

pictures above are taken using Evelyn's 'ipod shuffle'
lol, cool ttm, 'ipod shuffle' from simlimsquare, with 1mp camera installed.
i like (Y) its like, unique, although its, 'ipod shuffle' :x

okay, first thing to say,
i didn't finish my RJ last night, wthzxc!
heng, really heng that the time due is 12pm today :x
& also, many thanks to B who called at 10am,
had sufficient time to finish it :D
it's like, last night 12midnight i was starting to do,
opened the file to do, yet *boomz* into dreamland :x

after finishing, went to prepare and out i went.
met B @ lrt, this idiot, almost forgotten me hor?!
sigh, then then then, sighhhhh ...........
dinner @ tpy in the night ~
daddy fetched him to braddell station :x
and he had to go home himself.
Buangkok as mummy had her dinner,
bought stuff and home @ 10pm.

i'm sorry, to hear those words coming out from you,
all i could say was, i'm afraid.
wanted to run away, but you pulled me back.
sigh, sorry ):

it'll always be, you

2010-07-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

- uoyevoli ynam ynam (:

watched DESPICABLE ME! (:
super funny, i like!
especially Agnes, awwww so cute.
(popopopopopop)

after movie, trained to cck with Rachel and Jianhui.
alighted the same station as rachel,
then we parted somewhere. lol.
waited for B, had our dinner.
then blahblah, home @ ard 10++pm

fear

2010-07-16T13:31:00.002+08:00

Had a nightmare last night,
it woke me up and made me unable to continue my sleep.
sigh .. hopefully the dream will not become a reality.

But still, went out late today morning,
daddy caught up with the bus i just missed from my stop,
and sent me to the front of the bus and i got up the bus on time.
Yilin was even later than me, so didn't take the same bus as her.
Cognitive today was more of law and court stuff,
crap, messy!

Despicable Me with classmates later on!
@ 5pm (:
idiot Shihua doesn't wanna meet for dinner with me,
so meeting B instead.

last

2010-07-15T15:55:00.001+08:00

The Last UT already!
gonna start in 4mins ~
after 50 mins, it will be freedom! :D:D:D

all the best to me! (Y)

and dinner with B later on,
toddles!

still there

2010-07-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

- Because i know, it's still there ...

well, no more school stuff now.
went to AMKhub with Eugenia after school,
did most of my RJ @ KFC, when my legs are breaking,
all thanks to who?! we walked like one big round to find KFC!
okay, anyway, movie @ 6.10pm, we had couple seats! (Y)
i like Eclipse, but Eugenia, too anti-Jacob alr @#!$%^&

halfway through the movie,
sister called and she's having fever,
make me watch movie and feeling not good at the same time :/
and so i rushed home straight after movie,
daddy came back the same time as me too,
then we brought her to Green's clinic, but closed -.-
so, shall see how's her progress for tomorrow.
bought dinner home, ate,
and here i am after doing my RJ (:

am tired, after a day like today,
no good, i don't like ):
& B hurt his leg, sighhhhh
and i know .. which is impossible lah,
but, all that i need to know, i knew,
not much i wanna know too, its better not to know.
whatever, am done crapping.

Sleep, now? maybe not.

chill

2010-07-14T13:54:00.002+08:00

i don't feel good,
i hate today.
): ): ):
D: D: D:

T.T

sigh ...

Nothing on you,

2010-07-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

-You can’t be wise and in love at the same time.

Can't get to sleep until 3plus 4plus in the middle of the night,
sigh, consequence of sleeping too much in the noon :/
unbalanced routine can!

& so, B morning call me, i have the urge to sleep back so much.
prepared, walked to bus-stop, daddy didn't fetch me today ):
didn't meet Yilin too, she woke up too late.
but met her at Woodlands int.
Science module today was ... easy and hard D:
but its always the day when laughter comes in the most (Y)
Maths UT after school, easier than expected ~ hopefully good grades uh!
home with Yilin&Euge.

met B at traffic junction after refreshing up at home,
dinner at Compass, 家乡面! (Y)
but before that he went to take his passport photo :x
home @ 9pm !

Eclipse tmrw with Eugenia! (Y)

you're mine, one and only ♥
i want your B :x

Your love,

2010-07-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

- You're all, I've ever wanted. ♥

I.DIDN'T.FREAKING.SLEEP.FOR.THE.WHOLE.OF.LAST.NIGHT!
Daebak (Y)
of course, stayed up to watch WorldCup 2010 finals,
SPAIN WON, 1-0, they goal during extra time.
well, well, although i didn't win the bet, but am happy for Spain (:

& so when i'm on my way to school, i felt super energetic.
bus with Yilin, she seemed more tired than me when she had her sleep.
OH, a millions thanks to her for picking up my ez-link card i left in the bus.
^_^V ahhhh heng ttm!

thought i could last for the whole day,
but i began to feel super sleepy @ 9plus alr :/
and i fell asleep during break time, fml.
time seemed to pass super slow today,
however, faci knew almost all of us were tired, and ended early today! :D
was dismissed @ 2.30pm, first time being dismissed so early (Y)
didn't wait for Yilin&Euge today, and went home myself first,
couldn't stand anymore, slept the whole journey, almost miss my stop also.

home @ 4pm, slept till 6plus, receiving a text saying study session canceled.
& so i slept all the way till 9pm hahah :x
even B asked me to stop sleeping,
so had my dinner, did my RJ, here i am.
shall start studying for Maths UT tmrw D:
but good thing to look forward to, am meeting B for dinner (L)
heeheeeeeees!
OH YEAH, I GOT MY FIRST A, ♥
like finally, after how many weeks of school?! 11weeks -.-
Bye,

sometimes, one would ask for more unknowingly,
like how i want to hear all those words you say to me,
and i want you, forever, darling ♥

♥

2010-07-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

- Your love shines the way into paradise

Again, planned to have Mac breakfast, but i overslept!
but luckily darling bought for me! (:
made my way to his house, & enjoyed my brunch,
although its cold, but its still nice! (Y)
then dinner at coffeeshop again, played with YaYa ~
bus home, thankyou B for busing home with me and back there again!
much loves,!

Tonight's the last day of WorldCup,
Spain FTW please! (Y)
shall wake-up to watch it!
be it half asleep or what! (:

All i wanna say is, i love you, Lim WeiYuen! ♥

Why?

2010-07-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

- It hurts so much,

Was being disturbed by B's call when i wanted to sleep till 1pm.
he didn't go for 2AM's showcase afterall,
so he gave away his album in the morning @ IMM.
On the phone, he told me he was going home alr,
asking me to prepare to go find him.
& so i did, super fast as we're on the phone all the way.
was out before 1pm, hung the phone when i 'm going to leave the house.
know why he didn't wanna hang?

Dearest, appeared right in front of my eyes at my house downstairs.
i didn't see him sitting there when the lift opened,
he called me and said : turn around!
yes, am so shocked to see him when he said he's at home.
this surprise really succeeded kay, better than ytd's! :x
sweet and yes, i'm happy (: ♥

went to HMall for lunch @ LongJohn.
then bus back to his house, he had his sleep.
then to coffeeshop for dinner there ~
cabbed home.
however, it happened again, it hurts so much.

Again,

2010-07-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

- How much more tears, do i have to drop?

Its Friday, TGIF ! (:
yadah yadah, school was fine ~ had UT2 after school also.
GG-fied alr, gone case! Science, was never my strong subj anw!
& bus home with Yilin&Euge as usual.

was anticipating the surprise B said he's gonna give me since morning,
making up for last night :x
and yeap, he brought the FP shoe he ordered for me,
to his work and all the way for the day just to pass to me,
thankyou! (L)
hahah, luckily i can fit, still got space though.
then, supposingly Aston's for dinner, but queue super fugging long!
went back to PS, shopped ard Daiso, then decided JustAcia (:
after that, had my medicine, i guess he's pekcek over it :x oops!
hmmmm, then home sweet home, slowly ~
& again, its the same night over again.

Just, us

2010-07-08T23:57:00.007+08:00

Happy sweet 17 Birthday, Debbie! ♥

For the first time, ever since school started,
I didn't go (Y) was sick yeah, that's why :/
morning baby called, wasn't able to make it to school.
and i slept all the way till 2pm, met mummy @ green for the Doctor.
then had lunch there, bought groceries from shop&save, home!

Had my medicine, rested till around 4plus, prepared!
met Jiahui in 27, she trained all the way back from her school to Buangkok,
just to meet me :x oops!
then Desmond hop on to our bus too,
were the last to reach TM!
had our dinner @ Kim Gary! (just like last year, but at vivo)
then walked ard, left at 9pm, took debbie's cab back to compass!
Of course, she went back home without knowing our plan to surprise her.
bought her sunflower, emicake and met the rest at her house downstairs.
at that time my body was feeling drowsy cos of the medicine alr.
but still managed to make it, hope she liked the surprise :D
home before 10.30pm, just cos of B, tsk!

& yeah, it wasn't a good night in the end.

Fun-filled day!

2010-07-07T23:26:00.003+08:00

- Ask my heart, it'll tell you i meant everything i said.

yeapyeap, shall talk bout last evening first~
baby came to have dinner with me after his 2nd day of attachment (:
went to Compass's PizzaHut!
& then i bought the things needed for today's activity in class,
and went home, as slow as we could, as it's still early.

Today! its's OB team-building activity day! (Y)
for once, we played games all day, it was fun but tiring,
as there's UT2 after school.
overall, enjoyed everything, w45r ftw!

then, cab to woodlands again with Yilin, 161 home.
its raining damn heavily, and Euge didn't pick up her phone :/
to avoid the peak hour charges, we went first.
then i rested till 7pm, baby reached my house.
@ the same moment, received a message from Jiahui (:
saw her at bus-stop, and the first time she met B :x
(i still haven't see hers!) tskkkkkk!
oh, my phone dropped on the road today ):
hmm, then we train to City Square Mall, settled our dinner @ BBQ Chicken! (Y)
thankyou for eating with me B, ♥
train home, he went straight home after sending me,
and he slept all the way till interchange, until a kind soul wake him up :x
too tired uh, :/
& his fred perry delivery came, his shoe + bag,
and also, the shoe he bought for me, but I said to pay half half !
but still, thankyouuuuu lots dearest! ♥

& so, am currently down with flu for the whole day today!
sucky, i don't feel good :/
however, baby's sweet these few days uh :x
which is, good good goody! (Y)

you're my motivation, dearest ♥
me loveeeee chu! 2oh!

Biology

2010-07-06T14:49:00.003+08:00

- New twitter background! :D

For once, had Biology for Science module today!
had been having physics for the past few weeks,
which i always get lost in :/
yupyup, for today's problem, CELLS ! one of my favourites ~
so, yeah easy for me to understand uh :D
presentation just over, did well team 5 !
alrighty ~ gonna stay back for awhile after lesson for OB discussion (logbook)
& then, bus home and out for dinner with B (L)

update at night, maybe! (:

Angel's cry

2010-07-05T22:44:00.003+08:00

- Lightning don't strike the same place, twice.

It's Youth day today, and I didn't get to rest at home ):
received baby's morning call this morning,
he's started his first day of attachment,
& had to wake up earlier than me everyday. poor bb!
but, good thing is, he's my new alarm clock :x
priceless alarm clock okay! don't anyhow ah!

Chased bus again, luckily i got up, it stopped awhile at the traffic light.
Comm.Practice module today,
was kinda easy i should say (: quite slacky too.
annoying people during lunch break, tsk. whatever.
waited for B's call also, and he told me it's slacky for him too.

Presentation was good today (Y) i like!
Had UT2 for Cognitive after school till ard 5pm,
then he called, the tough part began alr lol :x
cabbed to Woodlands with Yilin&Euge, 161 to compass.
met up with mummy, sis and Aunty Doreen for dinner, Swensens (Y)
-satisfied ttm-
& then B ended close to 7pm today, and he's super shagged and tired ):

home @ 8pm ! i on my lappy,
and I fell asleep when I wanted to start on my RJ :/
finished just not too long ago, and here I am!
think B fell asleep alr, am meeting him for dinner tomorrow (L)

said i'll be fine, hopefully you'll know.
imissyoubadly.

credited to?

2010-07-05T10:53:00.005+08:00

-From S.Shihua :
(i got credit to you hor, idiotzxc)

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down,
probably will.
You'll have your heart broken,
and you'll break others' hearts.
You'll fight with your best friend or maybe,
even fall in love with them,
and you'll cry because time is flying by.
So take too many pictures, laugh too... much, forgive freely,
and love like you've never been hurt.

It came,

2010-07-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

- When the heart starts to miss you, as soon as you left.

hmmmm, planned to eat Mac breakfast with dearest,
but I(we) overslept! ):
haven't eat it since ... i dunno for how long already.
but, nevermind, next weekend! :D

BPP for Xin Wang as lunch, since he doesn't want me to eat pizzahut. tsk :/
what we ordered this time is better than the previous time,
but still .. regretted for the side dish! no more next time for that!

Then to Cineleisure for FP, he decided what to buy ~
then we bus to PlazaSing for daiso, & then Astons @ TheCathay for dinner!
saw Lynette plus others there.
headed straight home after that (:

5thJuly's tomorrow, it finally came.
hey baby, do your best there, sure it'll be tiring for you,
but i'm sure, you can do it, and we will both try our best (:
will miss you manymany (L)

Without you,

2010-07-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

- remember, you always feel your best the moment after you’ve cried.

finally, a day to sleep till late without any time to wake up.
woke up @ 3plus, when i slept @ 4plus ytd.
last night .. wasn't good, i don't feel good, not at all.
the feeling of being so tired, and not wanting to do anything,
just wanna close my eyes, sleep and never wake up to face anything.
but whatever, it all belonged to yesterday night (:

& so today, yeap, went to prepare everything,
daddy bought lunch back, ate & out i go.
4.45pm i went out, got in bus 156 @ 5pm,
supposingly i was suppose to reach my destination @ 6pm (est.)
however, the freaking bus got into a jam,
making me more and more pekcek,
sit till my butt pain, only until an hour has passed i reached.
@ 7pm. seriously, for the first time of my life, ... fml! ):

hmm, then B alr got his haircut, hahah :x
make me laugh only, tsktsk ~
don't worry, hair will grow one! (better than NS hair right)
i love bel's dimples, and the way she smile, and her pretty eyes, ahhhh!
makes my heart melt only (:
then, cabbed down to toapayoh ~
back home with daddy mummy, went green to dabao first.

& its because i wanna see you, i miss you,
whatever it takes, just to see you, i'll do.
to say, yes i still don't feel good today, but i'll still smile.

insonmia

2010-07-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

- Every little thing you said,

Rain Rain Rain,
when it's friday, and i got to dismiss early,
had to wait for Yilin&Eugenia to cab to woodlands.
In the end cab with Yilin only, and i sat all the way till BP-ring.
watched KBS Music Core, ''No Other'' first performance by Suju!
ahhhh, my DONGHAE is ♥ ~ cute ttm please! :D

then, yadah yadah ~ went to B's parent's coffeeshop,
he didn't get to cut his hair in the end, which he doesn't want to :x
ehhems, but sad to say, he can't hide for long (:
had a super full dinner,
& his mummy drive me back home! ah so sweet :D

i wanna watch ECLIPSE, for goodness sake!

Movie + script

2010-07-02T13:07:00.004+08:00

w45r is watching JU-ON during lunch break today!
we laugh more than we were being scared,
funny ttm!

& we are doing a script for our problem statement!
no presentation ~ :D:D:D
acting as the bad guy, muahahha :x

current song on playing in class,
SORRY SORRY - Super Junior (Y)
NU ABO - f(x)
GEE - SNSD

Yet,

2010-07-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

- & guess what my heart says ...

Firstly, Happy Birthday LEETEUK ! ♥
28 years old, still as young and sporty as ever, gogo leader! :D

Maths today, was alright, quite slacky,
but brain power was used up by the end of the day ):
ended late, walked to interchange with PY.
made B waited for more than half an hour .. sorryyyyy!
then my daily routine started,
i'm kinda getting, sick and tired, really tired.
sigh, for i don't know what reasons, UT2 is coming up soon too,
stress ttm! everybody's like, argh, i hate poly life ):

i .. want to run away from reality, from school, from .. everything else.

Hopefully,

2010-06-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

- Let it, always remain unchanged.

Today's module : OB ! (diffultity level increased)
yeah, was a super stressed day for w45r i guess.
but, yup we managed to work our way through the presentation!
:D
then, walked through the 'secret pathway' lead by Yilin, w Eugenia also.
a much more shorter way to take bus,
it will be my new bus-stop to go everyday!

as usual, went to find him, did my RJ, dinner, fetched me home!
soon, we won't be able to do that anymore uh ..............
sigh, but it's okay (:
although, yeah lesser time spent w each other :/
but we have our new plan! muahahah :x

i realised, i can't really trust people in poly,
for somewhat reasons, yeah .
Independent is the word for now (Y)

cleared!

2010-06-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

- To have you by my side, it means everything.

Let's see, B didn't go to woodlands in the end due to some delays :/
but he still met me @ Pending ~ oh well.
did my RJ, we talked, he told me alot alot.
Life, isn't as easy as it seemed, but he did try to talk me out.
& yeah, told him, those words he said, are what I needed to hear the most.
Thankyou Baby, for all the things you said today,
i'll always remember (:
be it what, you'll still see my smile!
(L)

everything's good, good good good! :D
Life ~

save $ ?

2010-06-29T12:10:00.006+08:00

Am currently having Cup Noodles for lunch :D
save $, and also because having no idea of what to eat.
my mouth is burning hot.

Hey, soul sister.

-edit-
now it's 3.26pm, & i'm still in class!
the last group's presenting now, like it's taking forever!
sighhhh, Science module is like Maths module today,
too physics, until i'm gonna vomit, brain dead. ):
but, I solved the equation for the problem statement,
satisfied ttm :D:D:D
hmmmm, B's fetching me @ woodlands (:
due to late dismissal, his surprise plan failed :x awwww.
hahah! ♥
class, hurry end! still got 6p, & needa stay back for OB @#%$^&!

oh yeah, trip to TP has been postponed! :/

Satisfied

2010-06-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

- Starting off the post with my awesome Nichkhun ~ ♥

How could one resist sucha' hot/cute person like him?!
tell me, tell me, tell me! :D

Well, school wasn't any good nor bad today,
fine i guess, easy and straight-forward problem,
but having headaches for it, and after school,
stayed back for OB discussion with team.

Last minute plan to meet B for dinner (:
finished up my RJ before 6pm! (Y)
& guess what we had for dinner?
Satays ~ muahahah :D nice ttmotm please ~
both of us didn't want to go and order,
plus I lost to him for scissors,paper,stone :x
in the end he still go order, heheh ♥
yup, home before 10pm, submitted to Joyce my game plan.
then here I am, after saving much of Khun's new updated pictures :D
alright, shall head to bed soon! tired :/
Science's up for tmrw's module, sigh!

& am going TP with Yilin to find JH&HL tmrw ~ :D

the stories you told me, never fail to make me laugh.
much loves, ♥

boring

2010-06-28T09:26:00.001+08:00

Facebook is not as entertaining as ever already ...
guess i'll be updating here more and less active in facebook ~

这叫爱

2010-06-27T23:57:00.001+08:00

- Everytime i look into your eyes ...
& i hope 5th July would never come.

i'm loving minute maid's Pulpy more and more now! :D
of course, main reason is that Nichkhun did the advertisement for it ~

Overslept today, woke @ 1plus, prepared and on my way.
reached, alr 3plus. went to had lunch @ PizzaHut! :D
finally, i redeemed my personal pan pizza with that voucher.
Hmm hmm ~
down to his parent's coffeeshop in the night,
then he bus home with me, & back there again.
freakin' 156 made us wait for half an hour for it $%#@^&

what more could i still say?
i didn't think, yes this i wouldn't deny,
just, everything, my fault.
& you didn't know, what my heart was thinking at that point of time.

5thJuly is coming, so so so soon,
limited time. ):
will you be there when i needed you to be, for me?
i need those words from you, so much, baby.

I got you

2010-06-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Finally, its the weekends! :D
& I get to sleep late @ 4am plus last night!
then, B came over to my house and meet me around 11am,
went to 313@somerset to get his 2AM album showcase,
with the ticket inclusive.
yup, 2AM is coming to sg soon, which i'm not that interested.
if it's 2PM ~ Nichkhun! die also will go :x
then we went to The Cathay, bought our tix for :

yup ~ Toy Story 3 !
had Astons before the movie (:
-satisfied-
Grand Cathay for movie, nice (Y)

bus back to B's house after movie,
to wait for his new fridge delivery ~
had his mum home-cook dinner, i like! :D
alot, alot, alot! heheh.
then he bus home with me @ 9plus,
guess the both of us are super tired.

what's up for tomorrow? :/

i needed your reassurance so much for now,
this feeling sucked ttm, i don't like ):

Don't stop, Can't stop

2010-06-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

Firstly,

Happy Birthday NICHKHUN ~~~ ! ♥

hahah, today wasn't that bad afterall,
maths module, easy topic and problem statement! :D
much more relaxed than the previous weeks, good good (Y)
presentation was good too, faci praised, so rare!
waited for Eugenia after school, till 4pm then she's done.
walked to interchange with her, so long no walk together le :x

took 966 while she took 161 back home.
met up with B, crapped with his sis bout blogshop.
then i did my RJ, sleeeeeeep!
had dinner at Fajar, then home sweet home (:

truly, madly, deeply.

Delievery ~

2010-06-24T10:00:00.002+08:00

Due to world cup fever,
w45r is ordering KFC delivery for lunch today! :D
Ole Ole Box ~

Sweetest.

2010-06-23T23:12:00.005+08:00

This face expressed how I felt in school today~
Organizational Behavior for today's lesson,
no presentation though ^^ but, negotiation !
being separated into 4groups, 2vs2
our team represented Twins Planner Developer, being the seller,
dealing with Futuristic Property Development, the buyer.
Negotiation started during Meeting 3,
was interesting to see how both teams shoot back each other their reasoning :x

ended @ 3.20pm, earlier than normal though.
stayed in class to finish up my quiz and evaluation while waiting for his sis,
the rain is super big too, but in the end she ask me to go back first.
So, he asked me to cab, but for goodness sake, the queue was super long can!
waited for almost half an hour then it's my turn -.-

Reached, he came to help me pay :x
*Stupid Shihua says she wanna bus home with me one,
in the end go back on her words ): ni gei wo ji zhu ah! >:|
then, did my RJ, slept till 7.30pm, ate dinner, and due to bad time management,
cab back home :/ went Buangkok to buy sweets and his drink, he walked me home.
Just nice, saw mummy @ the lift, we all took up together (:
There's leftover pizza as Ahma came in the afternoon & they ordered,
so ate a piece, and here I am using the com.
Jasmine cousin came and stayed over our house since yesterday ~
yupyup, today's the last night and she's gonna go home tomorrow ~

Alright, shall end here, blogging mood is somehow back for me,
which is good uh? (:
gonna stay in school for workshop till 5.30pm tomorrow ):
& it's Maths for tomorrow's module, don't feel like going ah!
but, for the sake of 2CE points ... gogo Cherie!

Shall post up the picture of the gift he did for 2ndMonth soon ~
the sweetest gift I had ever received, ♥
lovechu bb!

Revived !

2010-06-22T14:28:00.003+08:00

Hello blogger, Hello people, Cherie Wee's back to blog! :D
after leaving it untouched for, a few months?
but thanks to S.Shihua for the recent post uh! ~
hmmmm, shall change the layout and everything soon,
gonna revamp this blog asap!

Currently, am in school, RP !
just finished presentation ~ science today!
velocity, acceleration, displacement, motion etc are killing my dear brain cells! ):
oh well, it's over !
most likely, ending late today :/
but ! B is fetching me @ woodlands later :D:D:D
he'll be knowing where he's posted to work in minutes time!
hopefully, it's the one he wants uh, and got straight bus!

Alright, will try my best to update daily!
my dear dead blog, no more no more! dead and alive again kay ~
Byeeeeee!

2010-06-04T23:36:00.004+08:00

Hello people! The kindest person is here! :D
I'm here to save cherie's dead blog! Ain't I good? I always am! :D
Anyway, I'm not too sure how's her life nowadays. :/
But aiya, I don't care anyway. Hahaha! Jokingjoking <:
I asked her, & her reply was like that lo.

Her life was great, with the great person here!
I doubt there's anyone still reading her blog. >.<
How pathetic! ~
She didn't know that i'm helping her to post now. :D

Her life revolve around me aye! (Y)
She's such a dumbo! :D
Hey bitch, thanks for always being there for me uh.
I know you love me. Hoho! :D

I really don't know what to post, to make this post longer.
As you can see, it's full of crap! :x
But never mind la, at least, I got the heart to help her post.
I'm the kindest person yo! :D

Hey bitch, be a goodgirl like me okay! :D
Goodluck in everything you do aye! (:
& be happy forever! :D

From :
the kind , great , bestfriend of yours! (L)
& I bet, you will be very happy to see this post! :D

Bye, forever ...

2010-03-30T23:56:00.001+08:00

Dear Tako,

I still remember the first time i got you,
we were both 'strangers', i don't even dare to hold you, afraid that you'll bite.
I don't even care much about your existence in the house.
but slowly, i learned how to take notice of you that i didn't even realized.

One day, i dared myself to hold you in my hands, putting away the fear i had.
you didn't bite me. i was really happy (:
ever since, i always looked forward to play with you.
Although, there is once u bite me till there's blood.
i don't know why, that didn't stop me from playing with you.
Maybe i can't resist you, that's why! :/

It's been a year plus since you've been living with us (:
i'm aware that the time we played with you became lesser and lesser,
sis had school, i've been working + going out till night.
once we came home, it's either computer or sleep.
i guess you felt very lonely? because Yaki left you too ...

There are times you tried to catch my attention by biting the cage,
making noises so that i could go over and play with you.
i heard it, but i didn't go over.. why didn't i? ):
both me and sis thought that the other party would notice you,
in fact, neither of us did, as days pass by...

I still rmb, last few weeks, one afternoon before i went out, i went to check on you.
but, like always, u caught my attention first.
i found out that u didn't have enough water & food. i panic.
immediately, i refilled them. looking at how fast you went to get your food,
i felt sorry. instead of blaming myself, i blamed sis for not taking care of you.

On Sun, when K,I&BW came to my house,
sis brought you out of the cage.
That was when, i hated myself the most.
i thought that you looked weird, not yourself at all.
after that, you bite BW & sis, it's even weirder. you don't bite.
you're not active at all either, why didn't i sense that something's wrong with you?
what's worse, i didn't know that will be the last day i get to see you moving around ...

Today, you're gone.. i can't turn the time back to treat you better anymore.
you didn't even gave me a chance to say goodbye.
you alr gave signs, to prove that you're not normal, i didn't do anything to it.
When mum told me you're gone today, i was very shocked.
my heart sank, my mood changed. it's too sudden. ytd, you're still like normal ..
all i can say is, i'm sorry Tako. ):

R.I.P, 300310.

i learned, to cherish even more now.
i don't know, i can't stop feeling emotional when typing this post.
you'll always be in my heart, Tako. (:
i'll miss you, alot, alot, alot.

Ended.

2010-03-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

Pictures are all @ fb for work!

Literally, work ended ytd, sucky.
didn't expected to be that worse. wth.
didn't get my photo taken, when everybody did.
Like, wth please.
whatever, game over alr. -.-

Today, went for Karaoke session wif HL,E&JH ! :D
met up wif HL for lunch @ hou point, saw Anderson.
then we took 109 to Serangoon interchange, waited for E.
bought tibits and off we went to the KTV place.
its like, the one and only place that has the most korean songs!
totally cool please! ~
JH came after awhile to join us.
the person there extended half an hour free for us!
so gonna go there again! (:

then pool session is cancelled wif K&co,
so called up Shihua to join me :D
thanks eh ~ ^^
played till 9 plus, settled our dinner there too.
in summary, in terms of skills, of cos i win :D
in terms of tyco-ness, i lost. lol ~ crap ~

Going back nvss & choir tmr!

- i feel like killing myself, i can't handle it.

get on with it

2010-03-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

Haven't been updating for a long time alr :/

Lately, work has occupied my time for the past week,
some days off in between, but still find it tiring.
glad that it isn't an everyday job though ~

At least my mind is being distracted by work.
i experienced alot of new things that i've never experienced before (:
Events, Dinners, Ballrooms, Napkins, Food-server, Drink-server ...
had a pass made too, i think its cool (Y)

Then, enrollment stuff is troublesome ...
though there's no check-ups for me ^^;
met a senior @ work, same poly&course .. learned alot of stuff from her!
currently having a break till thurs & work till next wed ~
hwaiting! ~ :D

had pizza hut wif choir peeps + ivan lol.
euge was there working ... pranked.
but thanks alot to get a staff discount coupon for us! (:
relaxation for me, finally ~
got to know alot of new suju's show today! by beiwen ^^
thank youuuuuuu! :D
i'll go get/make the badges soooon, promise ! :x

all right ~ off for more shows, (Y)

** won't be back here for awhile ~

weird.

2010-02-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

17/2/10
K&I came my house to watch finish 'Orphan'
wah gg, Esther is really sick :/
then we switched to 'The Hangover'.
played with Tako too, it bite I, haha! nice :x
he left @ 8pm, K left @ 9pm.

18/2/10
i overslept! S-O-R-R-Y ):
went plaza, played pool, my first time there also.
played from 11am-2pm, & i paid only 5 bucks, worth it! (Y)
went home for lunch, used com awhile, went to prepare.

Met the rest of them at Bugis!
a super cny mood lol!
then we started to find the steamboat shop.
in the end we settled for another new shop! :D
there's bbq+steamboat this time (Y) i like it!
our 'group' has the most successful one, out of the 3 different groups.
enjoyed it, though all of us were super damn full after that.
walked around Bugis Junction, then took train @ 9.30pm.
Debbie went kind of high & crazy :x
home @ 10plus! ~
Long day (:

19/2/10 (today!)
met up wif Shihua for pool! @5pm.
tried plaza's, but full, waiting list damn lot ppl oso.-.-
so we went Kovan's, played from 6pm-9pm
damn i lost her again :/
she helped me pay $3, LOLS, thanks eh :D
i will own you next time, you wait!
dinner there, Dad came to fetch us home (:

Gonna go back to work tmr! :@
please don't be the same as that day -.-

Blanked.

2010-02-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

The third day of Chinese New Year! :D
my ''income'' wasn't alot this year though ):

Met bw&k at Green, then they went up my house.
Dad+Mum worked half day today ~ (i didn't noe)
shocked to see them home, lol.
we started our movie screening. supposed to be a ghost movie ...
but due to circumstances, its been changed. :/

Finished @ 5plus, called Shihua, & we all headed off to Kovan.
POOOOOOL :D
W joined us too, a new friend. lol.
i broke my record today, played for 4hours plus straight.
I joined us @ ard 10plus. its been long since i went home late.
ughhhhh i still didn't win Shihua in the end ):
reached home @ 12am.

What will tmr be like? ~
& the day after ...

was wondering, how long could a person ''think positive'' for?
as in, humans, we couldn't ''hold in'' for long & eventually, burst.
what if that happens to me, soon? :o
why should i even care, hah, funny. just like the seasons.
kawahdeh-nah .. dou-shiou?

How much more?

2010-02-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

The first day of Chinese New Year! :D
kinda overslept, so WEE family was the last to reach ahma's house.
reached @ around 12noon, quickly settled our lunch.
not long after, slowly relatives all came ~
i love the ambience that time. wheeee!
Chat.Eat.Laughed.
& soon, as usual 4th greataunt called out for gambling session!
tada ~ so we started. even the table was full of everyone joining in. nice (Y)
i won quite alot in total :x *shiok*

Hmm, slowly all left. by 5plus already no people le.
then we left too, headed for Compass for dinner. BurgerKing (:
then went to fetch the Ng family as they went home earlier.
& we all headed to Resorts World. the first day of opening too.
explored around, excited+amazement+gasps+wow.
then finally, we reached the place i work. Ballroom.
we slacked there, Arin's having fun with the big open spaces with soft carpets.
Eye-opening. :D
we headed back to the carpark, there's this tram service to take ppl to their parking lots.
u can't imagine how big the carpark is, till people will need the tram service.
we all sat for the fun of it, just like excursion to the zoo.
sent everyone back home, WEE family reached home @ 1plusAM.
i still continue to use com till 5AM.

The second day of Chinese New Year! :D
out the whole day, visiting, didn't get to return to M'sia though ...
had dinner @ Compass's Swensens ^^
fetched ahma there too. its been long since the whole family went out for dinner.
i saw Tiffany+Keyi too ~ :D
had my crayfish pasta, yummmm ~
& the last desert of the day was the best! (Y)
home after that @ 8plus.
Shihua called me for pool but i didn't go D: (though i could)

movie watching(home style)+pool tmr!
toodles! :D

14th. +1?

2010-02-14T01:25:00.005+08:00

Happy CNY ~ & Valentines Day! :D
this year's special, agreed?
to couples, enjoy your love chemistry.
to us, alot alot angpows please!
&
Happy B'day, Lynn (:

wow, indeed speical, ants are even in pairs. nice.
not just that, every corner u look, u'll see at least a pair.
anything, it's all in pairs.
cos maybe two is better than one.

i'm gonna escape to M'sia on the 2nd day of new year.
i like it. (Y)

how should i say it? i can't even describe it.
now that i saw the me in this stupid state, wow.
things gotten a little wild now, i can't control it. shit this.
if only u didn't do that, but, keep looking at me.
everything's gonna be okay, it will be.

Updates.

2010-02-13T23:51:00.007+08:00

10/2/10
Ziding's birthday+chalet!
met Euge @3.30pm, went Bugis to find presents, since cp have nothing.
K,Bw,I were there. shopped a little,
i so needa buy a new bag, shoes, belts etc.
anw, seperated, we bought our present, off to Downtown.
thought we're the latest, but in fact quite early still :/
wanted to leave @ 9pm, but accompanied Euge to wait.
Edmund finally came @ 10 pm.
Bus 89 to mall, met up with parents.
Home @ 12am.

11/2/10
Movie Outing.
went to K's house @ 3pm.
Euge didn't go in the end.
waited till she did her stuff, bath & all ~
left house @ 4.30pm, train to PlazaSing.
went over to Cathay, bought tickets. i'll rmb, EX.
had Astons for the 2nd time of my life (Y)
back to PS, met I, i regretted not buying that earpiece. :/
w/e, went in movie @ 6.50pm.

before movie starts, the screen showed pictures of this couple.
thinking that something fishy is happening, we turned around.
there's this same couple, with ppl surrounding them wif cameras.
then, with background music somemore, the guy held out a bouquet of flowers.
sweetly, he proposed to his girlfriend. & it succeeded (:
the whole cinema of ppl clapped for them. haha.
its my first time seeing such sweet stuff happening in front of my eyes.
:D

Valentine's Day - i would say its a good movie w/ hot actors in it .

then back to PS, saw Jacinth,Anderson,Y.jh&Desmond. (:
I had his dinner, train back to Buangkok @ 10+pm
parents reached just nice to fetch me home.

12/2/10
my first day of work at RWS.
how should i say? Tiring+Pissed+Low Energy Level.
w/e, but the food at their cafe ain't that bad, from wad i expected.
check out at 3.30pm, home to sleep.
overslept, woke @ 10pm. didn't went shop to help afterall.
instead, Shihua came over my house to get something,
then accompany me to H.Green for dinner (:
saw someone like Orlena, & we confirmed its her. lol.
bought food from 7-11, i like it! then we slacked at the DouHua shop.
till 11.30pm, we walked home.
i'm the last person who see her before her b'day! :D
she didn't want to stay till 12am so i could wish her ):

13/2/10
HAPPY SWEET 17 S.SHIHUA! :D
lols, birthday same as new year eve not bad eh,
angpow more $$ :x
i'm gonna send u yr b'day msg @ 11.59pm (: much more special for you.
old liao lah, stop being childish! heehee ~ loves ♥

went ahma house for reunion dinner @ 6pm.
we were the latest ):
of cos, we did the usual, lou yu sheng first!
then steamboat for dinner! damn full ~ but satisfied! :D
chatted, slacked, tv-ed till 10pm.
Aunty Esther lend me her itouch for a day! :D:D:D
then home sweet home! can't wait for tmr!
so gonna take lots of pics & gamble ~ :D:D

Sun-burnt!

2010-02-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

Sentosa today! :D
Palawan beach ~ weather's good.
stayed from 1pm-5.30pm, & i'm sunburnt! ):
face is as red as a tomato,
skin's a mixture of vanilla and chocolate. zzz.
didn't go dinner wif them.

met K at Kovan, bought my dinner & up to pool :D
played till 8.30pm, bus home straight.
tmr ah tmr ... gonna wake up @ 6.30am to go to work wif parents.
after that, in the afternoon i'm gonna go home,
go cut away my frindge, & then mayb pool again :/ (anw, i might get a treat!)
hoho :x can't wait ~

pictures will be uploaded when i get them :D
am watching Final Destination 3 , gross.

Just like, you

2010-02-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

- And never look back again.

Went compass @ 1pm to look for mum+sis.
lunch at Swensens, 1 for 1 promotion, nice.
sis went off to look for her friends after she's done.
when shopping ard at lvl 1 wif mum, saw Aunty Esther (:
& we went Mac, Metro etc for CNY shopping.
that lovely shoe caught my eye! but didn't get to buy it ):
bought something at Watsons though ...
home @ 4 to check my appeal.
Failed. gg, my future ...

went opp wif sis to get our hair done.
trimmed a little, me+sis straightened our fringe (Y)
ended @ 8pm cos there's too much people.
had our dinner, used com.

Sentosa tmr! -egg-ci-ted- :D

So much

2010-02-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

- even if we thought it would last ; it hurts to breathe.

Out wif Jasline today (:
Compass for lunch and check-out for some stuff.
finally i saw Angie working there, hahah (Y)
then we bus over to AMKhub, checked out stuff too.
started our job-hunting, we found one @ Fish.&Co.
interviewed, hope to get back a call from them.

Having nothing to do after that, we went movie watching (lol)
: The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
we didn't understand the movie at all, but some parts are funny (:
an average movie, i won't say its good :/
then, i bought my cup corn! :D
we seperated after finishing ~

bus back to K's house, intro-ed her Hello Baby!
& she got addicited, how nice :x
went over to Kovan for pool @ 6plus.
played from 7pm-8pm, dinner @ Yoshinoya.
back to pool from 9pm-10pm, zzz parents nagging alr.
didn't really have the mood to play -.-
so i left @ 10pm.

i think i'll 'cure' my hair tmr o_o
i aim to wake up early, EARLY tmr! *hopes*

All or Nothing

2010-02-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

- Its just us against the world.

1st & 2nd Feb',
'nua'ing at home all day long.
its February alr people, of 2010. Fast.

3rd Feb',
Firstly, met Jaslin,SL&Yilin at Compass for lunch. Mac.
saw Euge at PH, Angie's nt working today D:
then train over to Harboufront, ez-link card paid adult fare D:
we can't go over to Resorts World early, so we went to 'drink-tea'.
from 2.30pm - 3.30pm, we're stuck there chatting bout random stuffs.
boarded the staff bus, RW8, and guess wad, we missed our stop -.-
so we sat another round again, this time telling the driver to help us note.
reached, contacted Lipeng, started writing our applications.
tell you! the ballroom is damn nice, NICE ~ *_*
when we're done, we went back Vivo by free shuttle bus :D

Then, the 2 of them intro a movie : Hachiko.
so me & Jasline went to buy the tickets @7.10pm
headed to Long John for dinner after deciding very long........
chatted bout random stuffs again ~ till 6.45pm
we went in to the movies while they(must have went Toy'rus) :x
movie ended @ abt 9pm, super touching! alr tried very hard not to cry ...
lols, train back to HM to meet parents (:

should i dye my hair? :o
i wanna change hairstyle too, but change to wad? ...
looking forward to work on the 12th! :D

hmm, well, my emotions died. good/bad?

what'd you call that?

2010-01-31T23:04:00.001+08:00

Happy B'day Quraisha! (:

i wasted my whole morning + afternoon, unknowingly.
(rolling my eyes as far as it could be)
overslept, but managed to rush over to HM to meet them.
(i forgot to bring my camera!)
cabbed to Lot 1, seperately in 2 groups.
the thousands of fans had alr broken into the mall,
stuck @ the only escalator leading up the roof garden.
securities told us to go queue @ the 1st level if we wanna see SHINee.

& we started queueing at ard 10 plus, till ard 11 plus reaching 12pm,
we were told that 1000 lots have been taken up,
and chaos started, all of us ran up to the exact same spot,
stuck at the escalator, waiting for 1.30pm
in the end, they DIDN'T appear, all the fans were extremely disappointed.
did i mention it was over 2000+ ppl there awaiting?

saw Huiling + her sis there too. they didn't get to see them either.
only 1000 entries for autograph session, with album bought.
which cost $60, crazy much? (when normal price was only less than half of it?)
& it was sold out when its suppose to start selling at 9.30am.
there's this tv screen that shows SHINee on live,
they didn't even smile at the camera.
was it that hard to make us all happy for only a moment?
some that queued overnight @ 4am didn't get to see them too, pathetic.
& i sacrificed my sleep and breakfast, lousy event.
it was bad enough to held it at Lot 1 alr -.-

trained to Kovan after that,
POOL :D
it cheered me up though ..
saw YILIN there! HAH, :x
home at 8.30pm, didn't dinner out.

Break that record

2010-01-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

- For your entertainment

Met up with S.shihua + her cousin(s) for POOL today ~
those two were pro(s) actually, which made me so guilty!
Being on either one de team also feel bad, *sigh*
BUT, BUT, BUT !
i won Shihua today! woots :DD

left at 7:50pm to meet K&E for JustAcia for dinner @ Dhoby.
had my usual, spicy chicken ~
E's dory w/ cheesey on top makes it nice, i'll eat that next time.
K's teriyaki's nt bad too, but not my type today (:
there's Ice-cream making competition btw us, i won!
walked ard, Daiso-ed.
trained back at 10:15pm(?)
met parents at Kovan, homed.

Tmr, Lot 1, SHINee autograph/fan meeting session.
so gonna wake up early to queue!
whereas alr over 200 ppl camping outside Lot 1 now! ><
waking up @ 7am sharp, pray that i wont oversleep ~

Opening.

2010-01-30T01:48:00.002+08:00

Unprivated my blog, if nt sushi will keep complaining. -.-
but thanks for helping me post lah (:

recently, oh well, got back O results,
got into RP, into a course i didn't like alot.
hope my appeal succeeds, if not, ... sigh ...

on the other hand, 290110, 21:5_pm
i saw SHINee with my very own eyes,
at Changi Airport (Y)
the crowd was wayyyy too much, getting sqeezed like sardines,
but its all worth it (:
(though they were an hour plus late, which made us pissed)
& zhu keeper went in the end :D
should i go on Sunday? :/

sigh, i guessed too much happened to make me stay away from blogging.
somehow, i'm unable to blog out how i felt alr.
if i can't blog out how i felt, then i'd have to keep it to myself instead.
running away? avoiding? maybe..
hmm, guess i'll just blog bout my everyday life (:

Byeeeee, pool ~~tmr~~, later! :D

VIP arrival!

2010-01-26T23:06:00.003+08:00

HELLOHELLO! :D
Cherie the lazy pig dont want to update her blog! :x
I'm a kind hearted girl ;shys , so i came to help her update.
Ehs , acutally , i dont know what to post for her ley ! (:
Nevermind, lets just crap a bit to make this post longer ! :D
&& she sucks a lot okay! :x
But thanks this stupid idiot for going bugis with me ^^v
uhhuh !
&& blablablaa !
Goodluck for your posting result tmr! ^^v
Hope you get into the course you want (:
Goodluck to everyone seeing this! Hoho!
Hmmhmm, thats all ba (:
Ciaos !

The moment that blew me back.

2010-01-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

went back to school for CCA Carnival today! :D

met up wif debbie to have lunch first,
at her house downstairs coffee shop (:
been so long since i last ate there.
then we walked back to school, up to the 2nd floor.
saw alot of familiar faces too ~
nothing much actually, repeated routine.
sec 1s come in, intro them bout choir with ppt slides,
then they sang for them, ''pulled'' them to join, end.

me, debbie, sylvia, josephine, hengbin slacked at the stairs.
talked bout everything we could.
and the worst is, 11th Jan, release of O's results.
crap, super stressed and scared.
after everything ended, went to HM's pepper lunch! :D
slacked till 8 +, home!

going TP's open house tmr! ~

Chalet !

2010-01-05T23:53:00.006+08:00

- photo credits to T.jiahui! ~

On the 4th,
when students are reporting for their first day of school,
we're all staying over at Y.jh's chalet ~ (:
its the far and only - Aloha Loyang!

First, the few of us met up at IKEA for our lovely lunch (:
had meatballs + pasta + chicken wings = satisfied (Y)
walked over to Giant. bought BBQ stuffs.
then we bus over to WhiteSands' fairprice to get some more stuffs.
met Huiling & Anderson.
Sammel caught up wif us, & he paid for the taxi fare to Aloha Loyang!

reached, settled down, opened Mahjong table, tiles all out.
some preparing in the kitchen, some playing mahjong ~
took pics for them awhile,
then we started to go High in the kitchen while blasting music.
soon, fire started, we started BBQing.
Jacinth came in the night after her work !~
Uber lots of fun stuff happened after midnight (:

ps: i was allowed to stay, for my very first time of my life,
this is LIFE! (there's consequences too) -.-

went exploring in the night,
some went for jacuzzi, while we chatted away ~
back to chalet, all of us were in a room, crapping & gossiped (Y)
till 4am in the morning, most of us slept, while some not.
me? i kept waking up and sleeping back for every interval of 10 mins.
i don't know why. lol.
so the hungry me went to cook mee goreng for peeps who were awake :D
Huiling helped me fry egg, whoohoo ~
then went back to slp till 7 ++, whr students are going to school lol.
waked the rest of them up, cleaned up, check out at 10am, sharp.

walked back to e-hub, ate JustAcia! :D
then Desmond went to report for his work there.
then caught the movie, one that i wanted to watch for a long time.
-Princess and the Frog
but, i fell asleep during the movie, zzz
went back to join the rest for Pool ! ~

& some went back home at 3 ++, including me.
others went Kovan for some more programmes.
though its tiring, but its fun ~
hope to stay in a chalet again(?)